[A*LOT*OF*HOPE]

Last week was such an awesome week, we bought a new truck, I got a raise, Dh got an amazing job offer, I got a new cell phone, seriously, life was good!!!!!

THIS WEEK SUCKS!!!!

First off, I am not pregnant. I thought for sure I would be. I took a pregnancy test today and thought for sure I would see a second line, nope, nada, nothing.

Second, I got in a big fight with a girl I work with today, and I want to claw her eyes out.

Third, I have to select a new medical plan for DH's new job, and the people from 1 of the 2 companies won't tell me any info about the plan. How am I supposed to make an informed decision if I don't know all the facts.

Fourth, My friends dog had puppies and ate 2 of them, I mean chomped them in half, so sad!!

Fifth, I have some drug dealers who live up the street from me, and one of them was so high, he ran on the main street by my house naked, yelling help me!! I rolled up my window and locked the door. I did call 911 to get him so help, but I don't like having neighbors like that.

Sixth, I have been really home sick lately. I called the other day to talk to my mom and my sister answered and they were having a pool party.....I miss home!!

I am turning into one of those people I hate. That person who fakes happiness most of the time when someone announces there pregnancy. The person who is the last to find out someone is pregnant so my feelings can be spared. The person who schedules sex...

I swear, the next person who tells me to stop trying is getting an ear full, i dont' care about your friends sisters uncels cousin's wife who tried for 10 years, stopped trying and then got Knocked up. If I hear "just relax" one more time.............IM GONNA LOOSE IT. I was freaking relaxed this month, I was on the freking coast, drunk aving tons of sex, it doesn't gett anymore freaking relaxed than that!!!!!!! EEEERRRRR

Anyways, Thanks for listening!!!

[..Christine..]

awww i'm sorry you are having such a sucky week! hopefully next week will be better for you!

I'm not going to tell you to relax and stop trying because I never wanted to hear that either!!! All I'm going to say is that it will happen!! hang in there!

[HopeWishWait]

I'm so sorry Morgan I'm thinkin of you hun.

[Mod-LadyCoconut]

Ugh I'm sorry you're having such a crap week! I hope things swing WAYYYYY up asap!

Doesn't it just figure that you have an awesome week, but then its followed by a terrible one? UGH.

I hope things start to look up, and I am so sorry about the BFN today. And wow, the puppy story just drove a nail into the coffin, huh? That is a horrible thing to happen! What kind of dog was it? I've never heard of that.

[soImarriedAnerd]

*drop kicks the co-worker also* (not sure what they did but if they mess with ONE of us they are going to get it! )

And secretly wondering if you took pictures of the naked guy! LMAO

I hope next week gets better for you!!!!

I'm sorry things are going so crappy Morgan!! As far as the BFN, We WILL get there hon!

[Lash]

The one thing I can offer is that it does seem to get better some months. I'm still super genuinely happy (most of the time) when someone is pregnant and I wasnt always in the beginning. That part does seem to improve. So does faking happiness in other areas of life. I cant say that my life isnt filled by TTC and fertility but I can say that I"m not obsessed and ruled by it. I think there is a difference but I'm not sure I can quantify it

The major major thing to find out in choosing insurance is their coverage of fertility and coverage of maternity and birth

[**Jenn**]

I'm sorry your week has been so crappy Morgan. I was there a few weeks ago, it just sucks the energy right out of you. I fake happiness at *some* people's pregnancies, no one on here though, just IRL. And I don't think relaxing does jack sh*t for fertility! If it did we'd all be pregnant by now! I know your time will come though, just like it will for all of us trying. *HUGS*

[*kyle*]

I HATE THOSE WEEKS! I am so sorry you're going through a rough patch. It seems to be just one thing after another. Things will turn around soon (statistically, they have to! LOL). Hang in there, sweetie. I'm so sorry about the BFN. I know your turn is coming though...

[Lash]

Hey if you dont get pregnant, adoption is always an option. The idea is that you'll be a mom, that part we know. How the baby gets here, who knows!

The only thing I hated is when people tell me "You WILL get pregnant". You know what... I MIGHT NOT!! There are people out there that flat out dont get pregnant, but they do adopt and have children. Being a parent is my only goal, and I"m not too concerned with how the babies get here

[Kiwi]

I'm so sorry honey.

[Mars]

I'm so sorry you're having a bad week.

[petalfuzz]

I'm sorry your week is stinky! Arg!

[♥Ashley♥]

Im so sorry Morgan!

Ive turned into one of those people too, who fakes happiness when others reveal they are pregnant. (IRL not on JM) It sucks to be that way, but there is a point when that happens with everyone I think.

[amazing_love]

I'm sorry your week has been so bad Morgan. I know all about those kinds of weeks. This week has been just about the suckiest it can get for me! I really hope your week starts to get better.

[freesiangel]

I'm sorry your week has been such a suckfest! I hope it turns around soon!!

[Trannyfromtheuk]

Imsorry your week has been so cruddy!
Chin up though chick! - Things can only get better!

[Chelnae6]

I have nothing to add but

[A*LOT*OF*HOPE]

Thanks Ladies!! I love how you can always cheer me up!! Just so you know when I said I fake happiness about pregnancy it is only to people IRL not on JM, I am truly happy for all my JM girls.......just wanted to clear that up!! AF should be here tomorrow, I did not test today and will not test again, unless AF is MIA.