Im scared to test!! updated in post17

A*LOT*OF*HOPE · #1 August 23rd, 2009, 09:58 AM

As I sit here in our hotel room, about 2 hours away from heading home, I find myself terrified. I have no symptoms that would even lead me to believe I am pregnant. No sore boobs/nipples, no need to pee at crazy times at night, no nausea, nothing. I don't want to see another BFN, I am 11dpo, 12dpiui, if I s pregnant it should be positive by now. I just don't want to be hurt and let down again. SO many people know about our struggles, I can't keep it a secret, with all the appointments I have to go to, someone has to cover for me at work, so they all know. My BFF knows, my husbands family knows a little, my mom knows everything. How do I tell ll of them, everyone who wants this so much for me. Don't get me wrong, I am glad they all know, so they can support me, it's still tough though!!!

Anyways, thanks for joining my little self pity party!!!

Frozendesire · #2 August 23rd, 2009, 10:04 AM

You can do it

test!

#3 August 23rd, 2009, 10:05 AM

Testing SUCKS. I reallllllly hope that you get your BFP, but you should just test and get it over with, otherwise you will be thinking about it all day.

Are you testing this morning?? Eeeee! I'm sending so much BFP

your way right now!! I'm saying a quick prayer too!

A*LOT*OF*HOPE · #4 August 23rd, 2009, 10:14 AM

I was a good girl and didn't bring any tests with me!! If it was a BFN, it would have wrecked our trip!!! I didn't want anything to wreck our amazing anniversary weekend!!! I will hold me pee for as long as I can and probably test tonight!!!

midnight_starr · #5 August 23rd, 2009, 10:22 AM

GL Morgan! I really hope its a BFP!

**jessie** · #6 August 23rd, 2009, 10:31 AM

You can do it, Morgan. But I know how bad it sucks to see a bfn. At least when you don't test there's always hope. I just have a good feeling about this cycle for you though. I didn't have one single pregnancy sign when I got my bfp. Not one. I think no signs is more promising than a ton of them

..Penelope.. · #7 August 23rd, 2009, 10:56 AM

Good luck, Morgan! Sending you tons of BFP

!

HopeWishWait · #8 August 23rd, 2009, 11:07 AM

I am hoping and praying and crossing all crossables for you Morgan. I'll be thinking of you!!

niknok · #9 August 23rd, 2009, 11:15 AM

Aww Morgan, I so desperately want this to be a BFP for you! I know how much you and your DH want this, and believe me, we all want it for you. I'm excited for you to test. I have all my fingers and toes crossed. With my first pregnancy, I had ZERO symptoms other than being late. Don't let the symptoms, of lack thereof, worry you. Sending you prayers from NC!

Trannyfromtheuk · #10 August 23rd, 2009, 11:47 AM

I really want this to be it for you!! you deserve this BFP xx

ShannonMVT · #11 August 23rd, 2009, 12:29 PM

Okay IF you got a BFN, then yeah, you'd have to tell the people who know. But just be honest with them and if you don't feel like talking about it in detail, just tell them you don't really want to talk about it a lot right now (other than the basic info). And worst case scenario, if you aren't preggo, this is just one cycle. You still have several shots of IUI and if those don't work, then IVF. So your time is coming SOON even if it isn't right now.

Now then, that I have said all that...I am sending you lots of

and hopes and prayers that this IS your month! I hope you see a beautiful

when you test this evening!!! Just cause you don't have symptoms yet doesn't really mean this isn't it!

lupti · #12 August 23rd, 2009, 12:33 PM

It has to be hard when you want something so much! I had zero symptoms when I got my positive test (only the tiniest bit of cramping one night). Amusingly enough, the month before my BFP, I had every sign known to man but still had a bfn. Don't let the lack of symptoms freak you out! Test when you are ready, and I am glad you got to enjoy your anniversary weekend.

*krista* · #13 August 23rd, 2009, 02:01 PM

Good luck Morgan! If I were you, I would try not to test yet. It is still a little early huh? (Though I'm one to talk, I tested earlier than I planned this month.)