Last docs appt induction scheduled!!

#1 August 26th, 2009, 08:36 PM

Im soooooo glad my next appt will be my 6 week PP!!

So I cried my eyes out at my appt girls, I really did. I bawled like a friggin baby. And I still cry thinking that Im STILL pregnant. I know that the due date doesnt mean that babys supposed to come BY that day, but with all the pre term contractions I had I really did not expect to make it to this day. I really feel bad about crying but Im just so horomonal and I couldnt hold it in.

So I crying even before he came in. I couldnt decide whether to be checked or not. I knew if I did get checked and there was no change I was gonna cry and if I didnt get checked it was gonna drive me nuts. So I was upset over that.

He walked in and goes "Your STILL pregnant" ohh yea not what I wanted to hear, I just started crying even harder. I apologized but there was no stopping the tears. Im just miserable and I want this OVER. He said he was sorry but there was nothing he could do, I told him no that he had to induce me.

Yes I asked for an induction. I have NEVER ever this entire pregnancy wanted an induction not even a week ago did I want one. This past week has just emotionally drained me, Im so stressed, and on top of no sleep I just cant handle it anymore.

He said no though. I know its not what is best for me and Kennedi. He went over why about the higher risk to c section blah blah blah I know all that and was really just great while I sat their crying.

So then he says alright Ill make you a deal if theres any change in your cervix if your even 1cm then Ill rethink inducing you..

So what do you girls think? NO CHANGE!! So of course I start crying even harder. He reassured me that I only have a week left.

Yea cuz thats makes me feel better..NOT! Bc Im 40 weeks I had to go for a NST today, it came out great I guess cuz they sent me home. If something was wrong they would have induced me. I go for another one on monday and again if she doesnt pass Ill be induced. But if not then I go in thursday night at 7.30pm to start cervadil and then friday morning they will start pit. So Im thinking friday September 4th will be my baby girls bday. I really dont see myself dialating wtihout help. I have contractions ALL the time. I mean basically all day Ive had them 5 minutes apart. But their not doing anything but annoying me.

So I figure Im going to cry my eyes out everyday for the next week. I just want this over. I get no sleep, I itch so bad that I make myself bleed, I go out and literally everyone asks me if Im having twins. I just hate this. I cant wait till its over! 7-8 days and I cant wait to hold my little girl.

So Michelle, Ill be seeing you either friday or saturday!!

JediRach · #2 August 26th, 2009, 08:57 PM

My guess is she'll be here far before that.

*Anna* · #3 August 26th, 2009, 09:25 PM

Oh hugs Nikki. Shell come on her own I just know it!!! And my bday is the 3rd and my BFFs is the 2nd so those days are great for a baby girl. And she's going to be a Virgo!!! Virgo girls are so cool!!!

Hang in there. HUGS

ScottishBrit · #4 August 26th, 2009, 09:27 PM

awwww, I was hoping she'd come on my bday...Oh well, at least there IS an end in sight!

thepinkleprechaun · #5 August 26th, 2009, 09:31 PM

I'm sure she'll come before that!

TONS of women aren't dilated AT ALL until they go into labor

Do lots of walking and squatting and stuff. I could literally feel my cervix stretch when I would squat when pregnant with Phinny...yeah it was unpleasant but I was 3 cm before I got induced hehe.

Oh and BTW my mom had 4 babies and she told me that she was always walking around at 4-5 cm dilated for weeks! So it really doesn't matter if you are dilated at this point or not.

Frozendesire · #6 August 26th, 2009, 10:22 PM

How many CM you are Dialated means NADDA! I was 3 cm for like a month before Curtis came... and he was 2 WEEKS late haha... but he still came on his own... little stinker (Totally goes with his whole personality I tell ya!)

I hope she comes on her own really soon

These last few days are SO tough. Hang in there! You are doing great.

Trannyfromtheuk · #7 August 27th, 2009, 01:17 AM

Hopfully you wont need inducing and she will come on her own xx

LisanAndy · #8 August 27th, 2009, 04:19 AM

Glad you have a date to hold out just a little longer for. Hopefully she'll come on her own before then. I walked around at 2-3 centimeters and 80% effaced with both girls for a month and I STILL needed to be induced. The other girls are right, dilation means nothing. It won't be much longer hun, just hold on ((HUGS))

**jessie** · #9 August 27th, 2009, 05:01 AM

I'm thinking she will come on her own. She is just being a typical girl and making her mom and everyone else wait, lol. I'm so excited to see baby Kennedi pictures so I hope she comes soon!

Resi · #10 August 27th, 2009, 06:03 AM

She will be here very soon. I bet this weekend! Hang in there.

Chelnae6 · #11 August 27th, 2009, 06:21 AM

Hopefully she'll come very soon and you wont need an induction. Watch I bet when she does come its going to be quick. One second you're going to be 3cm and then the next you'll be 9cm and then when u get to the hospital, POP Here comes Kennedi!

CandaceDianne · #12 August 27th, 2009, 07:20 AM

I hope she comes on her own before the 4th!

soImarriedAnerd · #13 August 27th, 2009, 07:24 AM

I really have to say WOW----your doctor is amazing, its rare to find one who will NOT induce if there isn't a medical reason at 40 weeks!!!! Good Dr there!!
Hang in there girl, there is some reason your little girl wants to keep hanging out in there...you just don't know it yet. Be strong for her...YOU CAN DO THIS!!!!

And don't worry about the dilation stuff---its 100% NOT an indication of what is to come, its ONLY were you are at the moment of checking....remember that

♥Ashley♥ · #14 August 27th, 2009, 08:15 AM

I cannot wait until little Kennedi comes!! I really think it is going to be before the 4th Nikki! I think shell come on her own too! Dont worry, be happy that you get to meet your little girl youve been waiting for so soon!!