you may have seen my facebook status - But OMG Its such a magical experience being pregnant during this season. This is my first pregnancy during christmas, and I really didnt know what I was missing out on! Im super emotional today

We were watching "The Polar Express" this morning and I must have cried 6-10 times. parts of the movie reminded me how special this time of year was for me as a child, and seeing my kids go through that same magical experience I had, of believing in santa. The christmas lights, the town all decorated, the snow.....ok well waiting for it to snow, and forgetting about the snow when you see the presents under the tree....

I love it all. This year, I have really come back to this holiday. Im so happy I have children, and I am grateful for another daughter coming this next spring

they are my everything, and the reason christmas is so special...