[~*sierra*~]

So I still have not m/c.......ughhh. I was really hoping it would have happened by now, but it hasn't. i have been crampy off and on for the last few days with a bit of spotting but that's it. I go to see my doctor today and i really have no idea what I will decide to do. I am flip flopping back and forth so much. A few days ago I wanted to just wait it out, but having felt a touch feverish a couple times has me worried about waiting now too. today i'm leaning towards taking the pills, then i can just take them this aft and hopefully have the worst of it over by tomorrow night before the hockey game (amazing seats & going double date style with some friends, so excited). But yeah i really dont know exactly what I will do, i just really want to talk to my doctor. So far I like this new doctor a lot, he's a lot closer to my house too, i could walk there if i needed to.

Anyways just wanted to share where i'm at....at first posting here was emotionally draining, like just after i found out, but now i'm finding that i like posting a lot again, having all ur support helps so much

[CandaceDianne]

((((Huggles))))) There's no rush to decide what to do, taje things are your own pace.

[Chelnae6]

(((HUGS))) Honestly during a time like this, although we would totally understand you not wanting to post so much, i think its great to have a team of people who can empathize and sympathize with you to help you get through trying times.

How is hubby dealing with all of this?

[midnight_starr]

(((HUGS))) Just make the decision that is best for you!!

[♥Ashley♥]

((((((HUGS)))))) I hope you make a decision that is right for you, and if you do decide on the pills, I hope its over quick and painlessly for you. I know exactly how you feel about not wanting to post at first, then feeling like you want to post alot more, because you have so much support here ya know? At first I could not post it was so hard.

Im thinking of you sweetie and update us on what you decide.

[sara~b]

If you want to get through it quick then try the pills. I would ask your doc about your beta levels though. With betas as high as yours it might take awhile to come back down to where your body recognizes that it's not pregnant anymore. I hope whatever you decide is right for you and as painless as possible!

((((((HUGS)))))))

[soImarriedAnerd]

[~*sierra*~]

thanks everyone

so i think mother nature has made my decision for me. so after i posted the above i had a busy morning cooking for my dh and FIL and cleaning the kitchen and doing a bunch of other chores. so when i sat down to check my email something began and i'm *pretty* sure its the m/c. i'll see how it progresses, but i think that it is. no pain at all yet - so far so good. this will be great timing if it does pan out. i think it was the evening primrose oil i used last night that got things going, i figured i'd try one herbal remedy before going the medical route. i'll have to rememer that trick when i am 9 months pregnant.

[LisanAndy]

Thinking of you hun ((HUGS))

[sara~b]

I hope it's working! KUP! Pain-free vibes!

[Frozendesire]

I hope it stays painfree. I know my last m/c wasn't painful. I hope that's the same for you.

I'm glad you are sticking around... we are definitely here for support!

[..Penelope..]

[Resi]

hugs..

[~*sierra*~]

doc says all is well and i'll just proceed with this natural m/c.
its not super heavy yet, but its def more than spotting.

[CandaceDianne]

Hope it continues to go smoothly!! :dothugs:

[Angelaosaurus-rex]

((HUGS)) I hope you have a good time at the game!

[Mars]

(((hugs)))

[*krista*]

I hope it isn't painful for you Sarah.