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  #1  
March 6th, 2010, 10:58 AM
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I am crampy, and spotting so I know AF is just hours away. I can't believe that this cycle was a bust as well as all the other 24. I am losing faith and running out of hope. I feel like a higher power is playing a cruel joke on me. My dreams are even mocking me, I dream about people making fun of my innability to get pregnant. My own freaking mind is messing with me. This is so darn unfair. My husband deserves a baby, he deserves to be a dad, he will be an amazing dad.....I feel like I am letting him down. I feel like I am letting everyone down....all our family who so desperately wants us to have a baby. I feel like I am so broken that nothing will ever fix me!!
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March 6th, 2010, 11:04 AM
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I can feel the hurt in your words. I have no words to give you because nothing will take that pain away, I'm sure of it. You are not a disappointment to anyone! Remember your hubby fell in love with you for YOU, and he still loves you, baby or not. Just know that I'm thinking of you and praying you get your baby soon ((HUGS))
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March 6th, 2010, 12:03 PM
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Im so sorry Morgan I wish I could say something to make you feel even a little better. I'm always here for you!
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March 6th, 2010, 12:08 PM
A*LOT*OF*HOPE's Avatar Mega Super Mommy
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Thanks Ladies, I just want the tears to stop!!
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March 6th, 2010, 12:24 PM
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I'm not part of this board specifically but I've been around these boards for quite some time now. I just wanted to drop in and say . I definitely know how you're feeling right now. DH and I were TTC for 4 1/2 years, then lost one, and now we are 6 weeks away from our little girls EDD. This is our first, but his second, I spent *so* much time feeling like I was "failing" our family and honestly angry that his ex got to give him a baby but not me. I *could* say "oh it'll get better just try not to think about it" but I know better, that never worked on me lol. What I will say is the JM girls were so helpful and I'm glad you're here because they really do provide amazing support. I hope things look up for you and you guys get your BFP soon.
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March 6th, 2010, 02:47 PM
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Hang in there! I can't say I understand what your situation feels like but I do understand your feelings. I'm keeping hopw alive and I know that it will happen for you. (((HUGS)))
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March 6th, 2010, 02:47 PM
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March 6th, 2010, 02:50 PM
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I'm so sorry Morgan. You are right, it is incredibly unfair. I can only imagine how difficult this must be for you, I know it is taking its toll on you. I really hate to see you beat yourself up, you are a wonderful woman and wife and you aren't letting anyone down.

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March 6th, 2010, 03:23 PM
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I hate that you are going through this
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March 6th, 2010, 04:18 PM
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I wish I could take your pain away.
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March 6th, 2010, 04:53 PM
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((((((HUGS)))))) All of the pp took the words out of my mouth. I cant even imagine your hurt but please dont give up.
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March 6th, 2010, 05:44 PM
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I'm so sorry, Morgan

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March 6th, 2010, 07:35 PM
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I'm so sorry Morgan I know it is so painful.
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March 7th, 2010, 12:07 AM
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*Hugs* i'm so sorry Morgan. I am hoping that this is the start of you o'ing on your own though!
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March 7th, 2010, 03:44 AM
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Morgan...I'm so sorry, I really wish there was something I could do
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March 7th, 2010, 04:43 AM
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I'm sorry, Morgan. I don't know why life is so unfair sometimes.
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March 7th, 2010, 05:13 AM
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I'm so sorry Morgan. I wish I could make it all go away. Life can be so cruel. We're all here for u. Hugs!!!!!
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March 7th, 2010, 06:24 AM
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you are an amazing person and wife, and i know your dh loves you for you no matter what! i can feel your pain in your words too and it makes me quite teary for you. you're allowed to cry, but i can also totally understand wanting to just stop crying. its so hard. just know we are here for you always and love you no matter what too! xoxo
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March 7th, 2010, 09:54 AM
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I can't add anything over and above any of the PPs. But I wanted to post to say I'm thinking of you. This whole TTC journey sucks.

I hope you can get some help from the doctors again and get your much wanted and longed for bubby. (((((Huggles)))))
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March 7th, 2010, 09:59 AM
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My heart breaks I'm so sorry
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