Exam tomorrow....vent/rant type thing....

~*sierra*~ · #1 April 13th, 2010, 05:51 PM

I SO don't want to write my exam tomorrow. Of course I will, but im just dreading it. I am so depressed lately, but my dh is too, and so i'm trying to put on a brave face so he can feel better, i hate it when he is bummed out. honestly i just want to be alone in my apartment lately, i was all day today and it felt so good to just be here by myself. i hate when things get like this, i feel like its such a waste of time to be bummed out but i can't help it...

my friend came back from his trip (he was with our friend who fell) and i picked him up at the airport and he told me more about whats going on with our friend, its so so sad, her life will never be the same. we put an offer in on a house, it fell thru. this stupid pg loss....its just like ARGH, something go right, pleeeeeeeeease.

Resi · #2 April 13th, 2010, 06:58 PM

big hugs.. you have a lot of things going on right now. take time for yourself.

Chelnae6 · #3 April 13th, 2010, 07:25 PM

Sorry nothing seems to be going right ATM. It just seems so unfair!

Sorry about your friend. Just know that sometimes its okay to breakdown and get it all out!

Kiwi · #4 April 13th, 2010, 11:57 PM

Big HUGS Sarah. Things might suck right now, but they WILL get better, just hang in there.

You don't need to put on a brave face with your DH - through good and bad times right?! That's what your DH is there for! And if you don't feel like talking to him... then that is what we are here for!

There will be more houses out there for you - you didn't get this one because it wasn't the right one for you. Just keep hunting and you'll find that perfect home.

I'm so sorry about your friend. I know how hard it is having an injury change everything in a persons life. My Dad is getting better, but there are still things about him that will never be the same again. It's so distressing for all of us, but he's still here and still with us. Things could have been so much worse. That is what I have to keep telling myself.

Hope you are feeling better soon, honey. It's okay to feel down sometimes.

~*sierra*~ · #5 April 14th, 2010, 05:23 AM

thanks everyone

i'm feeling a bit better today... i think i will feel better after this exam is over tonight. then i can get back to my other courses and i want to start my garden now that i don't think it's going to snow anymore (though it did last week so i guess u never know). gardening is so relaxing....and my FIL said he might help me expand my garden which would be great, i wonder i he'd double it...

**Jenn** · #6 April 14th, 2010, 06:10 AM

I've been out of the loop here for a while but just wanted to offer up some *HUGS* to you! I hope things start improving for you soon and I'm so sorry about your friend and your loss.

~*sierra*~ · #7 April 14th, 2010, 06:19 AM

oh my gosh jenn your siggie is SO SWEET! thanks for the hugs and that siggie totally cheered me up!

szczepanski · #8 April 14th, 2010, 07:38 AM

Oh Sarah, I'm sorry things are so ridiculously crappy for you.

Hang in there...I know things will get better for you, you've got a heck of a lot of good karma coming your way. Nolan sends you tons of hugs and smooches aka tries to nurse on your face!