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  #1  
May 28th, 2010, 11:21 AM
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5 years ago today... I was taking engagement pictures.
4 years ago today... I was getting married.
3 years ago today... I was being "reproposed to" at the bean in Chicago.
2 years ago today... I was in Venice, Italy.
1 year ago today... I found out the results of my CVS that my baby was going to be healthy, and a boy.

Today... I am nowhere near where I thought I would be on my wedding day. But I am better off in many ways. My life does not resemble what I had planned for myself one bit. I hope one year from now, on May 28, 2011 that I can say I am even healthier and happier. I hope that I'll be able to say that through even the hardest times, I followed my heart, and took care of myself, and did what I and my son needed in order to be happy.

Just wanted to share with some girls who have known me a very long time... I know you girls are there for me through every up and down, and I really appreciate that.
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May 28th, 2010, 11:39 AM
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Awwww I hope that next year at this time you can say that your happier than you've ever been. Today must be hard thinking about your anniversary, but like you said...your better off this way. HUGS sweetie!!!
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Cycle #10-11 - Met with first RE, diagnosed with heterzygeous MTHFR mutation & slightly low SA on all counts. -BFN, Cycle #12 - First IUI+Trigger - BFN, Cycle #13 - BFN
Cycle #14-15 - Met with new RE, diagnosed with a blocked right tube that previous RE completely overlooked or didnt care to mention. Soy (120mg) - BFN
Cycle #16 - Clomid (100mg) - BFN, Cycle #17 - Clomid (100mg)+Trigger+IUI - BFN
Cycle #18 - Acupuncture+Clomid (100mg) - BFN
Cycle #19-27 - 2 Soy (160mg) cycles, the rest all natural also 30lbs lost!! - BFN's
Cycle #28 - New RE is GREAT! Put on bcp 7/6/11, Lap surgery 8/1/11- Tubal cyst (5cm) found and removed, Uterine Septum removed, and Stage II-III endo removed. Cycle #29 - All Natural - BFN, Cycle #30 - All Natural - BFN, Cycle#31 - All Natural - BFN, DONE TTC FOR NOW




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May 28th, 2010, 11:41 AM
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Hugs Kyle!!! You will grow within yourself by leaps and bounds this next year! You're already a super strong woman and I admire so much about you! Most especially, your strength! You are an amazing woman and your little boy is so lucky to have a wonderful, strong, smart, amazing woman like you as his Mommy!
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May 28th, 2010, 11:49 AM
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I can understand how this is a tough day for you Kyle. But you're right in that even though you didn't see yourself in this new place in life you're a better, healthier person for it. Taking care of yourself and your gorgeous son is what matters most. I'm sure in another years time you'll be in an even better place.
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May 28th, 2010, 11:52 AM
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Oh, Kyle, I can't even imagine. I think you are an amazing woman and mother and I just know the next year and beyond will be fantastic for you. You deserve nothing but love and happiness and I wish it for you in every way. *big, big hugs*
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May 28th, 2010, 11:53 AM
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May 28th, 2010, 12:02 PM
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I just wanted to say that I think your a super strong woman as well! Dominic is so lucky to have you as a mommy!
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Cycle #10-11 - Met with first RE, diagnosed with heterzygeous MTHFR mutation & slightly low SA on all counts. -BFN, Cycle #12 - First IUI+Trigger - BFN, Cycle #13 - BFN
Cycle #14-15 - Met with new RE, diagnosed with a blocked right tube that previous RE completely overlooked or didnt care to mention. Soy (120mg) - BFN
Cycle #16 - Clomid (100mg) - BFN, Cycle #17 - Clomid (100mg)+Trigger+IUI - BFN
Cycle #18 - Acupuncture+Clomid (100mg) - BFN
Cycle #19-27 - 2 Soy (160mg) cycles, the rest all natural also 30lbs lost!! - BFN's
Cycle #28 - New RE is GREAT! Put on bcp 7/6/11, Lap surgery 8/1/11- Tubal cyst (5cm) found and removed, Uterine Septum removed, and Stage II-III endo removed. Cycle #29 - All Natural - BFN, Cycle #30 - All Natural - BFN, Cycle#31 - All Natural - BFN, DONE TTC FOR NOW




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May 28th, 2010, 12:20 PM
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May 28th, 2010, 12:29 PM
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sending tons of your way sweetie. i am sure this next year will lead you to even more happiness in 2011. you're an amazing mom, and one of the nicest, most honest and caring people i know!
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May 28th, 2010, 12:34 PM
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Aww lots of hugs girl! You're such a strong person and you have a lot to be proud of. Especially that handsome little man
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May 28th, 2010, 12:34 PM
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Thank you for sharing that with us, Kyle. You are one seriously amazing women.

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May 28th, 2010, 02:27 PM
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Kyle, you are one admirable woman, and I mean that. I can imagine what this day means to you. I know things didn't quite turn out as planned, but I think you know you are where you are supposed to be right now, if that makes sense. You are a wonderful mommy and person in general, and we are lucky to have you here and to have been able to share these things with you. I wish you all the best when you are reflecting on this day next year.

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May 28th, 2010, 02:38 PM
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Kyle although things did not quite turn out as planned. everything was for the best. You got the best son in the world, Dominic got the best mother in the world and next year you're going to look back on this and be thankful that you went through it all because you learned a lot.

Granted no one wants to go through it but trust me, its for a very good and positive reason.
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May 28th, 2010, 03:55 PM
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May 28th, 2010, 04:18 PM
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Big huge HUGS to you girl. I can really understand how you are feeling right now, and I am so sorry you are having to go through it. It is for a positive purpose, though. Your little boy is so lucky to have such a strong momma! *HUGS*
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May 28th, 2010, 04:24 PM
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*Hugs* I can't imagine the range of emotions you must be experiencing right now. You can be proud that you are making the best possible environment for you son! Hopefully on this day next year, you will be happier, healthier, and looking towards the future. Love you, hun!
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May 28th, 2010, 04:46 PM
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(((HUGS))) I know today must be hard, but you are such an amazing woman and the next year will only get better as you watch that little boy of yours grow!!!
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May 28th, 2010, 05:08 PM
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I know today is a tough day for you Kyle. You have been through a lot and I'm proud of you for counting your blessings so to speak and stepping up to be the best mommy Dominic could ask for. I hope that next year brings healing and happiness to you.
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May 28th, 2010, 05:23 PM
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Hugs! You are such an amazingly strong woman and Domnic is so lucky to have such an amazing mommy! We love you!
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May 28th, 2010, 08:38 PM
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Your so strong!! Next year youll be looking back thinking what a awesome place your in now vs where you are this year!!!
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