I go back to work next Monday.

I'm super anxious about it. Luckily family is going to come in for the first four weeks of work to look after Charlotte, so she won't be going into daycare right away. After the four weeks I'm thinking about asking DH if I can ask my manager if I can just work part time. I could deal with Charlotte being in daycare part time. I have to crunch the numbers first and see if we could swing it, plus my manager might not even go for it, so we will see how that works out. So long as I'm working full time I will be super busy, though, so I don't know how much I will be able to get on JM. So if I'm not around as much it isn't because I don't want to be!
On a happier note, BFing finally seems like it is working itself out for us. I honestly never thought I would say that and I'm pretty stoked about it. I have you ladies to thank, I never would have made it this far without your support and advice. It doesn't really hurt anymore, finally, so no more nursing breaks! I haven't taken one in probably about 3 weeks. We are nursing about 3 times a day and pumping the rest, which I'm okay with since DH wants to feed her too and I won't be able to nurse full time while at work anyway. I will have over 400 oz in the freezer when I go back to work, so hopefully that will tide us over if my supply goes down. I'm a little confused because I always have more milk when I nurse one session then pump the next. I thought maybe Charlotte wasn't emptying it out enough, but then again it seems like my supply has increased overall as she has nursed more. Do you think Charlotte is emptying it more or less than the pump? Also, she is still nursing every hour and a half when awake. When does that start becoming less often? Just curious.
Charlotte is doing well. We are finally having our little conversations here and there. We had one this morning, it is so cute.

She's smiling a little more, but still not an easy smiler. She's learned how to pout, which is the cutest thing EVER! She'll poke out her bottom lip and give us the most pitiful look and a little lack luster cry. Except it doesn't work well for her because it only makes us laugh.

She's sleeping wonderfully, easy to put to bed, wakes sometimes once, sometimes not at all, but always goes right back to sleep. She's a sweet little thing. She doesn't fuss much at all, and she's not one to fuss for no reason. It is usually pretty easy to figure out why she is crying.
And the good stuff... a couple of pics. I'm trying to get that smile on camera. Almost, not quite though. As soon as I get out the camera the smile is gone and she just studies the camera.
Mommy and daddy...
Cute faces... and a bad hair day.
Okay, enough with the momarazzi!
That was more than just a couple of pics huh?