The yaz had a complete opposite affect on me, for the first 2.5 weeks I was so sick to the point I would have to call my mom all the time to come help me take care of my boys while dh was working, then a couple nights before thanksgiving I was baking with dh and boys and just started having crazy paranoid thoughts. By the end of the night I was just positive someone within my family was going to die that night; I was flipping out constantly checking on my boys, making sure my cat wasn't dead, texting my mom to make sure all my siblings were home and safe, that my dad hadn't had another heart attack... Ugh... one of the worst nights of my life... My mom demanded I quit taking the pills immediately, and I never had anything like that happen again.
to make my mood even worse tonight, i just saw my 2nd horrible accident in one week... monday my sister and i went to the outlet malls 20 mins from my house, and shortly before we got there a nasty accident happened and we had to see the car flipped up on its side, no idea how any of those people made out. then on our way home from the birthday party tonight, we had to see an accident moments after it happened with a truck upside down and a vehicle with a completely crushed front... and of course my almost 4 yr old saw both of these.
I just need to go to bed and sleep for a few days