[rubyredslipperz]

I am just NOT having a good day! My DH and I had a rough spot a while back and have been working on things and moving forward but then.. along came hunting season. And I'm all for him doing his thang or whatever but he's totally abandoned me. A lot of what he's doing to prepare for this weekend he can do with me and he's just choosing not to. Like last night when he went out to scout for Elk he literally left the shop 5 minutes after I wrapped up work and left.. and I tried to tell him "Hey hang on five minutes and I can go with you." but he seriously just left without saying goodbye or anything before I could get a word in.

He leaves at 5:30am and gets home after dark and then today he cancels our weekly date night because he has to go meet the hunters he's guiding. And I feel like "Seriously you've been gone all week and you can't take 30 minutes out to go have a meal with me?" Part of me knows I'm being somewhat irrational and selfish but another part of me feels like he can bend A LITTLE. He's been a little "kissing ***" today because he knows I'm not exactly happy, and told me "When I get home tonight we'll cuddle up and watch a movie." I just rolled my eyes and said "On what!" We just moved and a lot is still unpacked because he's been running around all week.. I feel bad but I just feel so moody and stressed out.

Normally I'm not this moody, I'm pretty calm. But my emotions just feel so off the wall. His parents keep offering me to go with his mom this weekend to his sister's house 3 hours away for her daughter's birthday party but she wants to stay the night and I just don't feel like staying the night.. His dad says "Why not, Dan won't be home anyway." I just don't feel like going, maybe I'm sulking right now but I just really don't feel like going to a kid's birthday party and staying in DH's sister's messy house with 4 undisciplined kids...I appreciate the offer but I'm just not in the mood. And everyone who is coming into my work feels the need to ask why I look so uncheerful and unhappy like they're suddenly my BFF and I say "I'm fine." "Well you don't look fine." I have to bite my tongue...

And this weekend I'm supposed to be testing or getting AF and right now IDK if I can take getting another BFN or AF I just want SOMETHING positive about this weekend kwim? And then to top it off my girls are with their dad for the school year (court order) and I called them today like I do everyday only hoping that today it might help cheer me up a little but they didn't want to talk to me, not more than just a few minutes. And they're kids and wanted to play, I'm not mad at them at all I just feel bummed...I feel like crying and screaming and throwing a temper tantrum like a toddler (my kids would probably get a kick out of it).. Maybe its just one of those days and I just need to slap myself out of it...

[Mars]

Of course you can vent. I can only offer hugs and imaginary ice cream or any dessert of your choice. If you're on, you can tell me what you're having and I can grab a bowl and have some with you.

(((HUGS)))

[LisanAndy]

Aww I'm sorry I hate when days like that come along ((HUGS))

[*krista*]

Aww I'm sorry things are piling up on you like that. Since it sounds like you have the house all to yourself, is there any way you could turn things around and enjoy yourself, have a little "me" time? Do whatever it is you can't do with DH or kids around... take a bubble bath, curl up with a good book or movie, or maybe a video game, whatever floats your boat. (Sorry to be the "look at the bright side" horse's butt, but since I have an infant and rarely get me time, I guess that is where my mind wanders first! )

Will he be doing this for the entire hunting season, or just this one time? I can understand how it would get frustrating if this is going to be a seasonal thing.

[BaconsMama]

hugs!
I hope things get better!

[~*sierra*~]

i hope you're feeling better soon, i know i can get into a funk like that too at times.
coffee & baths both usually help alot