[.Brandi.]

since I haven't been on for about a month or more.

I don't know if anyone remembers, but I was hoping for a VBA2C, but unfortunately Mason is breech so I will not be having a VBA2C. I went to the doctor on Thursday to check his presentation, and he was still breech with his head up in my ribs. Monday, November 1st, I go in to the hospital to have a Non-stress test done because he's not as active as they'd like. Thursday, November 4th, I go back to the doctor for an ultrasound to check my fluid levels. Tuesday, November 9th is the day of my scheduled c-section. The ultrasound tech said he's already 7lbs 1oz and could weigh over 8 lbs at birth. Otherwise, he's doing well and has a super strong heartbeat. I'm really bummed that I don't get my VBA2C and I find myself dwelling on it from time to time, but I just want a healthy baby as the end result so that's my only goal at this point. But certainly NOT looking forward to being sliced open again.

[Mars]

I'm sorry about that the VB isn't going to be possible. I know how much you wanted it but you're right, the most important thing is a healthy baby at the end of the day.


(((HUGS)))

[Trannyfromtheuk]

Im sorry you dont get your VBA2C, but as you said a healthy baby is more important!
I hope everything goes smoothly for you and I cant wait to see that Mason has arrived!

[~*Bethy*~]

Im right there with ya babe. I still think about mine daily. "what could have been..." But the best thing to do is NOT dwell on it....there will be times it hurts...but it will get better.

My biggest problem Im having now, is knowing Im broken forever (uterus ruptured = no more kids...) And people going "awww come on, just one more..." THAT kills me. Not wanting to get into it, I just smile and say, nope not for us....

Now I know that has nothing to do with your c-section, Im just lending a shoulder to cry on. I know what it feels like to have felt like YOU failed...but it wasnt YOU at all...it just wasnt in the cards. God, alla, Ja, who ever you believe in has better plans for you.....

like I said, let me know if you need to talk

~Beth

[~*sierra*~]

sorry about him being breech *hugs*
excting that he will be born soon!!!!!!