[Aillidh]

I miss you here! I hope everything has gotten a little better for you in these last couple of weeks.

[plan4fate]

awww. Thanks Nana! I'm around, I'm just not doing much posting anywhere on jm that involves babies.

I thought things were going good, my aunt was sweet and picked me up a dollar store test.. and it has a line.. so I'm thinking "ok, I'll retest tuesday when AF's late"... and doesn't the witch go and show up TODAY while at dinner. I was soaked with blood! GAH. The line appeared pink initially, but turned grey.. so I don't know wtheck is going on with it.. all I know is it has only been 22 days since My miscarriage.. and I'm freaking bleeding AGAIN?

And this ruins next cycle, we'll be driving back across country during O. Needless to say.. not very pleased with it all!

[Aillidh]

I can understand you not wanting to read the baby stuff right now. sorry about AF, that sucks so bad! I got my period today I was just starting to think maybe I should test again - guess not :/

Has your vacation been good?

[plan4fate]

I tested again today.. very obvious evap. *sigh*. I hate pregnancy tests. I want my own home beta lab. LOL.

Yes, vacation has been good. It's tough trying to balance keeping DH happy, and spending time with my family. He wants to do things, so do they.. and while I get that this is his vacation too.. it's not really vacation for me, it's coming home to see the family! lol. We are going on a sailing cruise tonight.. we hope, if the weather holds out for us at least!


I spoke with my dr's temp doctor this week and she suggested I try progesterone cream (ironically she called after I ordered it. LOL) so hopefully at least gives me a decent LP