[my2babies9806]

My dearest Trinity,

I know it's been a long time since I've talked to you. I miss you so much, and it hurts so bad still. I remember every breath you took, kissing every finger and toe, touching your beautiful face. You were my miracle, my heart. I know you know that since you went home, I had another little girl. Your sister Sabrina. When I look at her, I see all the things I missed with you. I never saw you crawl or sit up or walk or say your first word. I never got to tickle you or give you a bubble bath or take you for walks in your stroller. I never got to play with you or brush your hair. I'll never see you go to school, or get married, or have babies of your own. And it hurts me so much. BUT.... I got to see you take your first and last breaths. I held you and touched you and fell so much in love with you. A part of my heart will always be yours. You are 5 now. You should be starting kindergarden. But instead, you are our angel. I know you watch over your brother and sister. I know someday I'll see you again. I dream of the day I can look into your beautiful eyes and hold you and love you in person. I long for you to know your brother and sister. You are my treasure, my first princess, my angel baby. I am eternally grateful for the time I had with you, however brief. You will always be loved, always be missed, and NEVER ever forgotten. Thank you for choosing me to be your mommy, and thank you for teaching me how to love and to let go. You are my inspiration, my love, my miracle. You ARE my daughter. You ARE a member of this family. And you will FOREVER be my little girl. I love you, baby girl.

Love Forever,
Mommy

[sharon81]