[..Michelle..]

Me - In Verse
Sometimes I feel like I need to cry,
Numb on the outside, inside I die.
It's the only way to keep out the pain,
To keep me normal and not go insane.

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How do you get past the loss of your son.
To become the person before-loving, caring,fun?
How am I supposed to go on each and every day,
I see the people as they pass by, I hear what they say.

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I want to erase this memory but don't want to forget,
I need to remember my son yet not get upset.
I look at my husband and I see my baby,
His eyes, his ears, his love and values-maybe?

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Now all I have is a photo in a frame,
Of the baby I lost with such a strong name.
My arms ache for a baby to hold,
But my heart is afraid its become too cold.

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I've prayed to God, I've begged and I've cried,
Numb on the outside, inside I've died.

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