[ShesaDreamer]

I've been fighting a depressive episode for the last week. And today I lost. I hate everything right now...mainly myself. I feel so bad that my husband had to settle for me when I'm lazy and ugly and feel fat and nasty. I can't stop crying I don't want to do anything I just want to be alone. But if I'm alone then I start to think about things that I can't think about. Things I don't want to do but that creep into my mind when I'm by myself. If I'm MIA for a little while I know that you girls will understand.

[mrsrrjgandmx]

[Gaby&Emmy'sMama]

sorry you're going through this Liz.. (((hugs))) I understand all too well, how you feel

[ShesaDreamer]

Well I was like that for most of the day then I just crashed...I am so tired....I could sleep for a week. I'm still in a funk but no where near as bad as I was.