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I've still been "scratching" a bit, but most of the time I just turn to snapping my rubber band.
But last night, my boyfriend and I got into an arguement...okay more like I overreacted and wouldn't speak to him. So I went out to my car and cut. They look like scratches but two of them bled. He made me take my hoodie off but he didn't notice.
I'm so afraid someone will notice. But I'm more afraid I'll keep doing this and no one will notice or care.
Does your BF know that you have a past history with this? I'm positive someone will care darlin, and right now, *I* care. I've been a cutter since around the age of eleven and I know how hard it is to stick to just rubber bands. It IS an addiction, and we will slip. Expecially with you being pregnant, your hormones can and will cause depression to worsen. Please talk to someone about this, even if it's just me or others on the board. You need a support system that you obviously don't have right now due to your insecutirites about this illness. Find someone who has recovered from this addiction, or someone you can talk to who understands it, and hopefully they can help you through your urges... I know slip ups are dissapointing, but don't let it get you too down. Just hang in there and PM me any time you need to.