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February 9th, 2007, 01:20 AM
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I'm just sitting here listening to a lot of my theatre music cds (posted some lyrics on the lyrics sub forum) and crying

so much of the lyrics I can relate to ... so much things I thought I had control of but I don't ... so much things I would like to do and dont know if its possible or not ... so much so much so much I can go on and on

its Friday and maybe I'm starting to overthink already ... have to snap out of it to go to work today ............... the lyrics are getting to me BUT they're my biggest comfort right now so I have to listen to it ............ does that sound stupid?

I wish I could toss this computer across the room ... wish I could kick in the door ... wish I could run out the house and never come back ... wish I could open my mouth and scream and scream and scream ... but I can't do any of these things ... what good would come out of it anyway.

my life has gotten better ... I'm back working fulltime but I should have NEVER lost control you know???? thats how I think about it three years ... three whole years of a null and void life and right now its a fight inside me just to get by each second to last the day

love you guys ... thanks for listening to me gripe

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February 9th, 2007, 04:47 AM
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It doesn't sound crazy at all. It sounds perfectly reasonable to me - whom this happens to all the time.

Slow down, give yourself a second to breathe. You've been doing so well we've all been so proud of you.

Love you Lisa
((((((Lisa)))))))

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February 9th, 2007, 07:26 AM
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I'm at the office right now ... no longer crying but very close to .... so I'm just trying to keep busy at my desk finding all sort of stuff to do

I have this overwhelming urge to want to lay down and sleep though! maybe my overthinking brain has me exhausted

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February 9th, 2007, 10:32 AM
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ok so here's how weird my moods are ..... think I must be nearing PMS or something cause this is rapid

I was like a flake this morning ... took a walk to the supermarket around 12 noon ... felt a wee bit better ... then ate a little while ago ...........

since eating my mood has lifted ALMOST COMPLETELY which while weird is great

I hope I dont go downhill again so rapidly ........... trying to keep my chin up for the weekend

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February 9th, 2007, 10:46 AM
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So glad your feeling better
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February 9th, 2007, 11:01 AM
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So glad your feeling better [/b]
ohhh so am I!

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February 9th, 2007, 11:10 AM
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were you over hungry Lisa? Least you know what to try if you get to that point again.

How is your diet? And I don't mean what do you eat... I mean do you get a good balance of foods and nutrients? Do you eat 3 meals every day??
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February 9th, 2007, 11:47 AM
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were you over hungry Lisa? Least you know what to try if you get to that point again.

How is your diet? And I don't mean what do you eat... I mean do you get a good balance of foods and nutrients? Do you eat 3 meals every day??[/b]
yep I've been eating well and on time ......... I'm having some major problems with my losing weight too rapidly though ... think I need to go to a doctor to see about that.

I posted it on the autoimmune disorders board cause I'm not too sure if something's wrong or if its a side effect of the fluoxetine that I'm now on.

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