[Fallen2Love]

I'm having such a hard time seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. I know its there but I really just don't have the desire to get to it. I know I'll regret it if I don't stick with it, but I'm having so many issues with school and its only week 4 of 16 (or 18?) since before I even began this semester. I just have 2 classes this semester and 3 next semester. Which includes an internship each semester. A coworker over heard my boss say to a parent that my internship ends next week. I'm scared because it doesn't - my coteacher's two week notice is up next week! I don't know what to do. Nobody can tell me WHY I can't do part of my internship at my work (its over the state line, so I think that is a big factor...but nobody is "sure" that is why). I don't know what to do. I'm starting to have a panic attack again. I told them the dates when I was hired, before I signed the paperwork saying I was hired - it was during the interview. I'm really afraid I might be forced to choose. I'm a fiancial aid student so if I drop the class, I will have to repay the aid money (Total about $500 in classes and books, plus give back my refund $600). I only have two classes so I bairly qualified for my grants as is. If I quit my internship then I loss my half time status (Down to 4 from 7 credit hours). I'm really worried.

[Mod-LilSunshine]

Yikes! Is there someone else you can get a hold of to get a straight answer about why you can't do your internship where you work?

[likelooptid]

I'm hoping your boss just misspoke and got you confused with the other teacher!

i know it's tough and seems like a long road but you can do it! When I need motivation I look at job listings - I know that sounds weird but seeing cool jobs available helps me keep my eye on the prize!

[Gaby&Emmy'sMama]

I hope you get it sorted i'm sorry you're going through this

[Fallen2Love]

Well, I talked to my director (not owner who said that) she said she knows it lasts until May and next semester is up in the air - but her priority for me is to finish my degree and however she can support me through that she will. She also said she'd talk to the owner that way she tells the parents the right stuff! I think since there is a staff change with the assistant teacher in my class that is why we're having issues - she was trying to reassure a parent! LOL!

[Maren]

Im glad you got some reassurance from your director. It always seems tough while your doing it. But once you finish, even each semester you will be so proud of yourself for sticking with it!