This has been a bad freaking week. Lets start with Saturday and the fact that the helicopter went down with 31 military individuals on it. I was devistated I hate losing one person to the war. Then as I read who was all the plane 3 of the individuals were Air Force Special Operations I just started thinking. Please not one of my unit.
Monday I come into work and get the clarification that in deed it was someone that i knew. Granted he no longer works in my unit but all three were in my sister unit across the way. My unit was just silent.
Thursday was the memorial. I lost it. It is extremely hard. So that is the second person within a year that i have known gone.
On top of all this I have been working looong hours and missing time with my kids. Causing dh and myself to argue well in all actuality we argue 24/7 over every little thing. the military messed my records up and i am fighting to get that fixed so i can apply for orders to go back home and be close to my family as i need them and they need me. I lost almost ALL of my friends due to divorce. Which is just two that are here. One leaves next week
and the other well dh says i shouldnt get involve and hang out with her and get mixed up in her mess.
So Now I work come home clean cook dinner take care of my kids and on the weekend i find things to do outside the house away from dh. I know my marriage is over as well however I dont have the strength right now to just pick up and do this on my own.
Sorry my rant is over. I seriously have NO ONE that i can talk to about this.
DH 41(Dislocated Miner 4 months unemployed 
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