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January 18th, 2009, 06:39 AM
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Well-I'm pretty confident that this cycle didn't take I tested today at 12 dpo with a frer and saw that one nasty line. I know it's technically early still, but I think that with a frer something would have been detected.

Honestly, I'm just mad at myself. After my m/c last cycle, I promised myself that I would not test and would just get the results from the beta draw. Last month, I was pretty devastated to see the lines getting lighter and lighter after my positive beta draw (and eventually disappearing). I promised myself that I would not put myself through that again. So-I'm just mad that I didn't have the will power to not test. I just don't know what's wrong with me. The funny thing is-I totally had it in my mind that I wasn't going to test this am. I mean, my beta is tomorrow-I should have been able to hold out. But then I had really sharp pains in my nips (different from anything I've felt) and today my temperature was up to 98. 98. My temperature is never this high-even on the Prometrium. So, I just thought...maybe there's a chance.

And then my eyes play tricks on me. Anyone have this? Where you stare at a test for a ridiculously long period of time and *think* you see something-but nothing is really there. I think ttc has driven me over the edge

I keep trying to tell myself that I'll be onto a fresh, new cycle that could be THE cycle...just got to focus on that now....thanks for listening and good luck to you girls testing soon or in the 2ww!!!
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January 18th, 2009, 07:44 AM
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I'm so sorry Amanda! But please know that I'm right there with you! I tested again this morning... 14dpiui, nothing but a BFN. I also am pretty confident that I'm out this cycle too. I wish there was something I could say that would take all your pain and frustrations away but hopefully knowing that you're not alone in all of this will help a little.

I hope that by some miracle that we both go get our betas and end up with WONDERFUL news.... but if not, let's cry on eachothers shoulders!

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January 18th, 2009, 08:51 AM
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I'm sorry hunnie! I know what you mean about your eyes playing tricks on you! I can't eve tell you HOW MANY times I picked a test apart HOPING that there was in fact just the slighest little beginnings of a line... I'm that there's a *possibility* that this cycle was a bust, but there's ALWAYS *next* cycle
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Kari and Amanda - to you both!!
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January 18th, 2009, 12:10 PM
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Thanks girls...I am feeling better. It always really sucks to see that BFN...but I usually feel better in the beginning of a new cycle because there's still all the potential in the world for it! I just hope AF comes soon so I can move on (baring pregnancy of course!).

Kari-when is your beta? Are you still feeling crampy? If we aren't pregnant this month-I hope we're cycle buddies again...I've actually always really wanted an October baby
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January 18th, 2009, 01:23 PM
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And then my eyes play tricks on me. Anyone have this? Where you stare at a test for a ridiculously long period of time and *think* you see something-but nothing is really there. I think ttc has driven me over the edge[/b]
Yep, yep, yep! I drive my DH CRAZY and half the time he will just throw his hands up in the air and be like "YEAH, hon, I SURE DO see a line!" Just to humor me!

Hang in there...lots of people get BFNs at 12 dpo only to go on to have a ++++++! I think Chelsea (ChicaChels) had a negative for several days and didn't get a + until 12 or 13 dpo.

I hope this month turns around for you...and if not, then I've got everything crossed that NEXT month is YOUR month!
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January 18th, 2009, 01:53 PM
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I hope the stork brings both of you ladies a belated BFP! HUGS!!
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January 18th, 2009, 03:22 PM
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Kari-when is your beta? Are you still feeling crampy? If we aren't pregnant this month-I hope we're cycle buddies again...I've actually always really wanted an October baby [/b]
I have to call my clinic tomorrow if AF doesn't show in the morning. I have been pretty consistently crampy still. My nips are tender on and off. But I"m just not feeling it. Don't really know how to explain it but I just feel like this much pain, can't be a good thing. I hope if I call right away in the morning they will get me in tomorrow so I can just get this cycle over and done with and move on. I have a whole list of questions to ask the DR about the cramping, sharp pains, ect. There's got to be a good explanation. Even though I'm totally expecting a BFN, I wouldn't mind one bit if all that pain was my BFP... but I tested this morning and still BFN (14dpiui).

You're beta is tomorrow right??? I hope you get the surprise of a LIFETIME!
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January 19th, 2009, 06:16 AM
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Kari-when is your beta? Are you still feeling crampy? If we aren't pregnant this month-I hope we're cycle buddies again...I've actually always really wanted an October baby [/b]
I have to call my clinic tomorrow if AF doesn't show in the morning. I have been pretty consistently crampy still. My nips are tender on and off. But I"m just not feeling it. Don't really know how to explain it but I just feel like this much pain, can't be a good thing. I hope if I call right away in the morning they will get me in tomorrow so I can just get this cycle over and done with and move on. I have a whole list of questions to ask the DR about the cramping, sharp pains, ect. There's got to be a good explanation. Even though I'm totally expecting a BFN, I wouldn't mind one bit if all that pain was my BFP... but I tested this morning and still BFN (14dpiui).

You're beta is tomorrow right??? I hope you get the surprise of a LIFETIME!
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Thanks....and I hope the witch stays away so you can go into the clinic and get a surprise yourself!!!!
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