UGH! I hate that I'm even writing this, but I know it's best!

I was supposed to start Provera on the 28th, but I think I'm going to wait a bit longer before starting a new cycle

I'm drowning in responsibility at work. I knew that I was going to have one person that I was "training" for the entire year, but then yesterday I found out that I'm also going to serve as the Mentor for a new teacher down then hall from me. It's just so hard for me to get anything done because I'm constantly stopping to answer their questions and explain everything to them. I don't mind, and I appreciate their willingness to learn, but it's just very new to me and it's going to take some getting used to.

Also, DH and I have made some pretty unique changes to our relationship (hopefully for the best) and I want to give those "changes" some time to resinate before we add in the stress of TTC.

I NEVER thought I'd be the one to postpone baby making, but I've come to realize that rushing it gets me NO WHERE, so maybe if I just take it easy, then things will start falling into place

Again, I want to apologize for not being around as much as I should be. I'm still trying to get back into a routine!

[Kari_B]

Taking a break is sometimes just what we need to get everything back into place in our lives and puts TTC back into perspective. I hope that you time off will give you an opportunity to get works stuff and home stuff back in order again.

And enjoy some drinks while your at it!

And stop apologizing for "not being around".... we all get busy sometimes, co-hosts are not immune to that!

[redbirds]

Brandi, I think this is a sound idea... I know the beginning of school can be crazy, but add to that new responsibilities, and you have one hectic day! After they are in the swing of things, they may not have as many questions for you, so the initial shock may be tough for you all.

Excellent job on focusing on your relationship. It is so important to bring light back to the two people who matter most to one another. Without that connection, TTC is even more difficult, and it is often the one thing that can strain a most sound relationship!

Have a great time at work! I bet you are an excellent mentor.

[KMH]

I know it has to be hard to make this decision, Brandi, but I think you are being incredibly smart about it. Being more calm and relaxed, and having a better relationship with DH will really help when you jump back into TTC. When you are ready, we'll be ready to cheer you on!!

Thanks girls! You always know just what to say

I'm going to try and respond to some posts before I have to leave for work (gotta love that 2nd job!)

[Kobain's Mommy]

After this cycle most likely DH and I will be taking a break till December. Our kids come back Sept 22 and I know my supervisor said I didn't need to wait (she's ok with me being late 2 days a month)... I just want to see how the kids will be and such.

[frankie]

Aww I know it feels like it stinks that you have to put it on hold.. But you have to do what's good for you! So try not to think about it get your work done.. Work on what you need to with you hubby and before you know it you will be trying again!!!

[~*Jackie*~]

I hope the break does some good, and know that we miss you around here.

[lunarmagic]

Ugh, how frustrating - even if you know it's for the best. I hope it all works out for you and you're in a better place when you decide to move forward.

[bkro9]

I totally understand. Breaks are needed. Going through this process is very emotionally and physically draining! It's smart of you to know this is not the time.