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My milk came in full force yesterday, not colustrum....but milk....the milk that my brain has told my body to produce because I have delivered a baby and the mother in me wants to nourish it. But I can't. I wish I could just tell my body to stop...I have actually, but it doesn't listen. I soaked through bras and FOUR shirts yesterday.
I had to take LARGE bandages and folded paper towels and "tape up" my nipples last night so I could sleep.
I got out of the shower this morning and "forgot" about my little problem.....and before I knew it, I had breastmilk pouring down my stomach
My body wants my baby just as badly as my mind and heart do. I miss him so much and I just don't know what to do.
I have a follow up OB appt today....I'm praying for a sense of closure. This is so painful.
Oh Brandi. There are no words for me to say to you at this moment. This is just cruel. I am so so sorry that you have to go through all of this. Just know we are all here for you. We love you (((HUGS)))
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OUR SWEET BEAUTIFUL BABIES ARE HERE! BRINLEE ANN AND LUCAS JONATHAN BORN 1/3/11 AT 8:54AM AND 8:55AM!
Brandi, I'm new to this board, but I have following your story. It just breaks my heart. You sound like an incredibly strong woman. I pray that this gets better for you. KUP. God bless.
Thank you brie_91 for this fabulous siggy!!
Our TTC journey: 6 cycles Clomid, lap surgery/ D&C, IUI, 2 x IVF; 33 cycles- BFN.
IVF#1 (March 2010) Transferred two 8-cell grade A (perfect) embies- BFN and heartbroken.
IVF#2/FET#1 (Jan/Feb 2011):Transferred two (7&8 cell) grade A (PERFECT) embies- BFN again.
March 2011- February 2012: On BCP due to endometriosis.
March 2012- taking a few months off of BCP and we are TTC naturally.
We will re-evaluate another IVF w/FET try in 2013.
Breast milk coming in is just another painful reminder of what was suppose to be. I feel your pain Brandi and I'm so sorry for what you've been through. I'm new to TTCMA and have kept up on your story. I've even read your blog. You are a very strong women and I hope that your strength continues to carry you through this tough time. My prayers are with you. Much love.
Brandi, I'm also new to the board, but have read about your story, too. I just wanted to say I'm terribly sorry for your loss. I hope you receive your much needed closure soon.
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Me - 34 and DH - 32
Unexplained Infertility - TTC #1 since 5/08.
6/10 - IUI #3 with Clomid 75mg. BFP! 6/27/10...It's TWINS!
Esme Mireille, 3 lbs. 10 oz., and Nadine Adele, 4 lbs. 4 oz., born Jan 29th. 2011.
Oh, sweetie!!! I'm so sorry this has happened and I wish you great peace. Reminders like this are so difficult to manage. I pray your appointment shows up that all is healing well, physically.
I am so sorry Brandi. My thoughts and prayers are with you to find some peace.
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Me (Michelle)-33, Wife to Rawn 34, mom to Micah born November 22,2007
TTC#2 since June 2008
Did Puregon and IUI from June 2008 - Dec.2008
Began process of testing and getting ready for IVF w/ICSI Feb.2009
Did first IVF w/ICSI in May. MC June 2009
Did IVF with FET Oct 2009 and had CP
Begin taking BCP on May 7 for IVF
Lupron injections on May 15
Gonal-F & Menupor on May 28
Retrieval on June 7, 5 day transfer w/2 embryo's on June 12
June 21-4 weeks pregnant!! Praying for heartbeat at 7 week ultrasound
July 12-We are having twins! Two strong heartbeats. Thank you God.
Jan 13,2011-Marcus and Caleb were born.
Cycle #1-9 - All Natural....5BFN's, 4BFP's (all ended in miscarriage)
Cycle #10-11 - Met with first RE, diagnosed with heterzygeous MTHFR mutation & slightly low SA on all counts. -BFN, Cycle #12 - First IUI+Trigger - BFN, Cycle #13 - BFN
Cycle #14-15 - Met with new RE, diagnosed with a blocked right tube that previous RE completely overlooked or didnt care to mention. Soy (120mg) - BFN
Cycle #19-27 - 2 Soy (160mg) cycles, the rest all natural also 30lbs lost!! - BFN's
Cycle #28 - New RE is GREAT! Put on bcp 7/6/11, Lap surgery 8/1/11- Tubal cyst (5cm) found and removed, Uterine Septum removed, and Stage II-III endo removed. Cycle #29 - All Natural - BFN, Cycle #30 - All Natural - BFN, Cycle#31 - All Natural - BFN, DONE TTC FOR NOW
oh Brandi..... I am so sorry for this painful reminder. I remember how much that hurt, both physically and mentally. I hope it goes away very very soon.
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I'm so sorry, Brandi. I hope that things get better for you soon and that you find the closure you need and deserve.
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