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  #1  
September 23rd, 2010, 09:23 PM
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Well, I had to have a D and C yesterday because the medication did not work. It was fine in terms of physical pain, but emotionally, it was quite brutal. I spent the whole day after in bed, mentally exhausted. I wasn't prepared for how much it would hurt, and how deeply my heart ached. I came out of the twightlight sleep hysterial crying -- they had to give me ativan to calm me down. I felt so broken, so alone, and so empty. I never thought I could love so deeply even though I had never met. I cried so hard for the children I'll never meet, who will never get to live, and never know how much I love them.

I'm not sure what we will do next. Right now, the thought of another loss is too much. I'm so sad inside. A sadness I can't really explain.

Thank you all for the support the past few weeks (and always). It's meant so much.
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September 23rd, 2010, 10:30 PM
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Oh Addie! im soo very very sorry sweetie! Hang in there and get lots of rest! I will be thinking of you and i know you really dont believe right now..but i will be praying for you! I cant imagine how you must feel..but we are here for you!! BIG HUGE
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September 23rd, 2010, 10:32 PM
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Addie, you sweet, kind soul, I will definitely say an extra prayer for you. I don't understand how life can be so cruel. Please lean on people who love you and take the time you need to heal.
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September 24th, 2010, 04:05 AM
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I'm sorry that you had to go through this.
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September 24th, 2010, 04:07 AM
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Words cant describe what you are going though. Just know that we all love you and are praying for you.
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September 24th, 2010, 05:15 AM
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I'm so sorry that you are going through such an unfair and heartbreaking time
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September 24th, 2010, 05:52 AM
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I'm always sending thoughts and prayers your way, Addie. I'm so very sorry for all you're going through.
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September 24th, 2010, 07:22 AM
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There are no words for what you are going through. It's just not fair. I just wanted to offer huge and please know i'll be thinking and praying for you.
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September 24th, 2010, 08:54 AM
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You are always in my thoughts and prayers, Addie.
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September 24th, 2010, 09:01 AM
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Addie, I am so sorry. There are no words, you are in my prayers.
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September 24th, 2010, 11:05 AM
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Oh sweetheart I'm so sorry. You will be in my thoughts & prayers. Please lean on us we are here for you
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September 24th, 2010, 02:01 PM
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I'm so sorry Addie, I can feel your pain just reading your post. Life is so cruel at times!
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September 24th, 2010, 05:41 PM
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I am so sorry for your losses
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September 24th, 2010, 05:42 PM
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Addie I'm so sorry.
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September 24th, 2010, 07:40 PM
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Addie, I'm so sorry sweetie and I wish there was something I could do to take all of your pain and sorrow away. All I can say is that I love you and I'm always praying for you to find peace.

I also need you to know that there is one thing you are wrong about. Your babies DO KNOW how much you love them, they know and they love you too. They are watching over you and will always be with you... always.
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September 24th, 2010, 09:37 PM
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im soo sorry dear..!!! noone should go thru like this..!!!i have no words to express my sorrow for u..!!! its rough but keep ur chin up girl...!!
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