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  #1  
January 7th, 2011, 11:39 AM
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The angels are always near to those who are grieving, to whisper to them that their loved ones are safe in the hand of God. ~Quoted in The Angels' Little Instruction Book by Eileen Elias Freeman

My little fighter couldn't fight anymore. I lost it. I am in between so many emotions. Sad, grateful it happened at all, upset, broken, hopeful, lost, at peace.. I am so many things. I just wanted to thank everyone for the well wishes, the support and the love. I love you all so much and want you to know how much your cheering and words kept me going. Rob and I are being forced to take a break, A) because we want and need to, B) He is going to be in and out of town for the next couple months, and C) Doctor's orders to wait a little bit to physically and emotionally heal.
I will of course still be here. Who knows? It may happen on its own during our break. to all...
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January 7th, 2011, 12:25 PM
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My heart is aching for you & your loss! I know how gut wrenching the pain from such a huge loss feels & I hate that you, one of my best friends, is feeling that right now!
You deserve to be a Mommy so much & I will never understand why things like this have to happen.
But, I do know that there is a reason for it. God has plans for your life & even though we don't know why we go through hardship, there IS a point/direction to all the heartache.
This will make you a stronger person. Ever heard the saying "You never know how strong you are, until being strong is the only choice you have"? Well, learning that out the hard way is the ONLY way to truly understand it.
From pain comes self growth & teaches to really appreciate the good.
I love you & am SO sorry you are having to endure this.
I am here. I love you. Xoxo
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January 7th, 2011, 12:54 PM
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Hugs! Maggie!

I really was hoping this was it for you!
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January 7th, 2011, 01:09 PM
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MAJOR HUGS!!! I am so sorry! I know it will happen for you, and I will pray it happens sooner rather than later! I was cheering for you the whole time and will continue to do so! HUGS HUGS HUGS AND MORE HUGS!!!!
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January 7th, 2011, 01:14 PM
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I hope you didn't turn off your siggy for me!!

I'll be ok.. I think I had a good while to prepare for the outcome. Rob and I never got too excited.. It's painful, but we'll be ok. Promise.
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January 7th, 2011, 01:17 PM
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Oops you caught me!!! But I fixed it!!

And I am glad you are okay!
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January 7th, 2011, 01:24 PM
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January 7th, 2011, 01:35 PM
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=( I am so sorry
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January 7th, 2011, 01:42 PM
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I'm so sorry sweetie

I know the pain, so I know there's really nothing I can say to ease your heart ache.

I would take the pain from you if I could. Losing a baby, no matter how early, is heartbreaking. I wouldn't wish that sense of loss on anyone, much less the wonderful ladies here! I love you hun, and I pray that God gives you the strength to move forward (in due time, no need to rush the healing process) and conceive the sticky bean you so deserve.
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January 7th, 2011, 01:54 PM
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I am so sorry Maggie. I too know the heart ache of loss, and there is just nothing harder. I am so sorry... praying for your healing process
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January 7th, 2011, 02:10 PM
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Oh Maggie, I'm so sorry.
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January 7th, 2011, 02:25 PM
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Maggie, I am so, so very sorry. I hope you find some peace and let us know if we can help you in any way. ((((HUGS))))
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January 7th, 2011, 02:35 PM
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Love you girls to pieces! Thank you for the love and support!
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January 7th, 2011, 03:10 PM
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This made me tear up... low progesterone was the reason (we assume, it was before our MA days...) we have had losses, and I know how hard it is. (they now know I require addition progesterone immediately following ovulation...) I am so incredibly sorry you are going through this. I hope you are able to find some peace.

*huge hugs!*
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January 7th, 2011, 04:28 PM
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I'm so sorry! Hugs
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January 7th, 2011, 04:44 PM
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I'm so sorry, sweetie.
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January 7th, 2011, 04:56 PM
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{{ HUGS }}

I am sorry to read that you and Rob have to go through this.

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January 7th, 2011, 05:04 PM
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Maggie,

I know I've only come to this board only a few times in the last few days and posted not just lurked... but I want you to know that I truly am sorry for your loss right now. It's terrible and extremely painful to go thru... your heart will lead you to the right decision when it's time. I feel much the same as you with either being done or taking a break... just don't know yet.

I hope and pray your heart heals quickly, the extreme pain fades faster than chalk in a rainstorm off the sidewalk of life.
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January 7th, 2011, 05:05 PM
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I'm so sorry sweetie.
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January 7th, 2011, 05:17 PM
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Maggie, I am so so sorry. Sending you lots of hugs.
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