[Sweetpea79]

**update**
or lack there of bfn again 11 days past retervial
So very discouraged :'-/



sorry for leaving ya hanging

i tested yesterday and it was total bfn/indent which must be what my test from the day before was... I had to delete them bc DH wanted into the photobucket account and well he doesn't know I am test (evil) sorry! He's a "waiter" on testing. Heres yesterdays did it with my phone lol b/c DH was home all day couldn't break out the canon and take it in the bath room.


here's the 8dpo again


it bummed me out pretty hard, however I know that yesterday was 9dpo and still extremely early... but i am getting nervous now

i keep thinking about how much this all cost and how upsetting it would be if it didnt work and i get overwhelmed and emotional

so i think i am just gonna chill out and wait it out without the stress, at least this way i feel pregnant until proven otherwise

my DH leaves for out of town on Tuesday and my beta is Wednesday... so he wont be hear when they call with the good or BAD news

i have symptoms that excite me as well but then I have to say oh wait duh it's probably from the estrogen and progesterone

so i am just going to relax I hope... just feeling very discouraged

[KMH]

OMG! OMG! I totally see it!! Fingers crossed that it gets darker and darker!!

How many days past transfer are you? Sorry....I lose track

[Sweetpea79]

Lol I hope it gets darker too! I did SMU
I had my transfer Saturday at 1030 so 5.5 or so?!? Equvialant to 8dpo today?!

[L-SBB]

definitely a line! fingers crossed for you that it gets darker for you...8DPO is really early!

[Sweetpea79]

I am very leary and cautious I don't trust $ test 100% but I poas way to much i have to do it cheaply lol

I wont count it yet BC right 8dpo is too early but hoping for a darke line tommorrow

[Sweetpea79]

I am very leary and cautious I don't trust $ test 100% but I poas way to much i have to do it cheaply lol

I wont count it yet BC right 8dpo is too early but hoping for a darke line tommorrow

[kayakr]

Oh good luck. I do see it too, but I understand you hate to get your hopes up. I hope it's bfp for you....

[L-SBB]

i can understand not putting entire faith in cheapie....so when are you going to run out and buy a FRER?? And i'm talking in terms of hours not days here

[Sweetpea79]

Oh I will have to have a def line on a cheapie first lol hopefully 10dpo

[bryan and nina]

Lol the way FRERs are going they sure as heck aren't reliable anymore either...

I hope you get to see a wonderful line tomorrow; looks pretty promising!! GL!

[swtneka]

Update?

[EmptyWomb]

update?!?!

[*Melissa*]

Update??????

[KMH]

Update, please?????????????????

[Sweetpea79]

[KMH]

9dpo is still very early...my lines were super light and I thought I was imagining things. I'm still optimistic about you and hope those beans are snuggling in tightly!

[Sweetpea79]

thanks so much I am trying to be optimistic just have that feeling it's never worked before why would it now - even though it's a totally different approach to getting pregnant.

Also the timing is kinda bad, this time last year on 2.2 I had an ultra sound for our first together that we concieved all on our own which they said was a miracle they told us at 6wks there didn't seem to be a heart beat, then on 2.10 we went back and it was confirmed... ridiculous I know to be this way it just makes me extra nervous my beta is 2.8 :/

[L-SBB]

HUGS i still have high hopes for your BFP this cycle - 9DPO is still really early (i'm telling myself the same thing - i'm DPO10 today) and hopefully you'll get that 2nd line before you even go in for your beta. Hang in there!

[*Melissa*]

At 9 dpo I was getting faint lines, like definite lines, and then NONE at all!!! I think the hormones are just so barely getting started that sometimes they show up in pee and sometimes the don't. I didn't get a real consistent definite line until 10 DPO.

I still think this is it for for you!!!

[Sweetpea79]

Thank you girls very encouraging