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after several days of intermittent spotting, this morning I woke up bleeding heavily cramping horribly, and a HPT registered as barely positive. i'm hurting both physically and emotionally even though I have been expecting it.
i'm taking some time away from the board for a day or two. i just need to hide until I can start to figure out how to function again.
thank you all for your support. it means the world to me. i'll be back in a few days to cheer you all on and watch your pregnancies. please if you do respond, don't hide your siggies- even though it hurts right now to see them, in a few days they will remind me once again why I should have hope and keep going.
2006-2014 6+ years of NTNP, TTC, TTCMA, Losses, Surgeries, and Diagnoses.
RPL and Genetic Tests came back 100% normal | Endo, PCOS, severe MFI
Multiple early losses between 3 and 8 weeks.
Broken in heart, mind, and body. On a break until Summer 2016
Last edited by *JenJen*; February 25th, 2013 at 08:34 AM.
Oh Jen, I'm so incredibly sorry. I can't even imagine what you must feel right now. This just isn't fair!!! I don't even have words for it.
New siggie coming soon!
Me: Autoimmune (Hashimotos and Fibromyalgia), vitamin D and calcium deficiency. Treated with Synthroid, supplements, TCM and acupuncture.
DH: Severe MFI (low counts, low motility, poor morphology and high antibodies), likely caused by poor liver function. Treated with Clomid to increase total counts.
DD: Conceived after 1 year of TTC with progesterone to correct LPD (likely caused by undiagnosed thyroid dysfunction). Born Aug 2009 via c/s after an induction due to pre-e and HELLP.
TTC #2 since Oct10 with an early loss in Aug 2011. Post-wash counts are too low for IUI to be successful, so moving on to IVF/ICSI in May 2014!
IVF/ICSI #1 (May 2014): Estrogen priming and antagonist protocol, including acupuncture and prayer!
17/05/14 - Baseline looks good, start Gonal-F 225iu and Luveris 75iu
28/05/14 - 18 eggs retrieved, 14 mature
29/05/14 - 13 fertilized!!! All are looking great still on day 3, so we're going to blast!
02/06/14 - Transferred one 1BC blast, with 3 other blasts and 3 morulas to watch and freeze
03/06/14 - All embryos have arrested. None to freeze
09/06/14 - Faint BFP at home at 7dp5dt!!!!!
10/06/14 - Beta?
oh god Jen this just breaks my heart, i am so sad right now...i wish our love & wishes could fix this for you, I am so terribly sorry that you are going through this again...unfair doesn't even cover it, i am so upset that this even happens once much less more than once, and you've already suffered more than anyone We're here when you're ready to come back...sending you tons of positive, healing thoughts (((((HUGS)))))
Crap. Crap crap crap. I'm so, so sorry, Jen. I wish there was something I could do or say that would help. I am sending you lots of hugs and praying that they physical pain will be over soon so you have at least one less thing to deal with.
Melissa & DH
IVF babies Claire (4), Abigail (2) and George (2)
I am so sorry. I can't even think of what to say because I just know how much you are hurting right now and nothing can really help that. Im just so sorry this happened to you again and I can't wrap my head around why things like this happen to good people.
I'm so sorry, you and your DH are in my thoughts and prayers.
BABY BOY due June 6
Me 40 DH 42 with an amazing 15yo DS
TTC #2 NTNP starting in 2009
actively TTC (BBT and OPKs) 2011
natural BFP Feb 2012, ending in mmc Apr with d&c in May
IVF Sep 2012, 4 eggs retrieved, 2 mature, 1 fertilized, but showed abnormal
growth, so not suitable for transfer
Nov 2012 IVF take 2 = 3 embryos, but due to concerns with lining unable to transfer
Jan 2013 endometrial biopsy = normal
Mar FET transferred 2 beautiful embryos, but unfortunately BFN
moving to donor eggs fall of 2013
Septemeber 30, 2013 - surprise BFP while waiting for DE