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  #1  
May 20th, 2013, 04:09 PM
*Leah*'s Avatar TTC the newfashioned way
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I'm numb. I'm in a serious Deja vu. Last May, my first appt at 9w, showed an undeveloped baby, no heartbeat measuring 6w2d. Today, my beautiful little heartbeart at 6w6d, which was measuring perfectly, was gone. Reduced to a little shrunken 6w2d little embryo. I would have been 9w tomorrow.

I guess I was not meant to have a Dec Baby. Again.

So, they want me to have a D&C (ins won't cover) and they want to do diagnostics on the "products of conception". My RE wants to test this...but I don't have another 4k ....

I'm just so mad and angry right now, I can't believe this is happening .... again.
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May 20th, 2013, 04:16 PM
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Leah... My heart is breaking for you. Words can't tell you how sorry I am. I was praying I read ur title wrong. I can't believe this. Please know you are in my prayers
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May 20th, 2013, 04:19 PM
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OH HONEY!!!!!!!!! My heart is absolutely broken with you. I am here when you are ready to talk. Words cannot describe how devastated I am for you~ Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers...Love you <3 ((HUGEHUGS))
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May 20th, 2013, 04:39 PM
*Leah*'s Avatar TTC the newfashioned way
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Thanks girls. This sucks. I'm so glad I have this board. UGH. Why does this have to be so hard?

I'm sorry I've been MIA lately, we've been fixing up the house and getting ready for a Memorial day party this weekend. UGH. I don't even want to have it now.
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May 20th, 2013, 05:07 PM
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Leah- I'm so sorry this is happening. My heart breaks for you and I can't imagine how you are feeling. Thoughts and prayers going your way. Big hugs.
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May 20th, 2013, 05:32 PM
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oh Leah I am so sorry
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May 20th, 2013, 05:44 PM
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Oh honey I'm so sorry.
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May 20th, 2013, 06:09 PM
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Sending hugs and prayers; I'm so sorry to hear this news
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May 20th, 2013, 06:23 PM
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no no no no no no no no!!!!!!!!! OMG NO!!!!
Oh sweet leah I am in tears for you!! NOT FAIR!! OMG I am SO very very sorry.
Please let me know if I can do anything?
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May 20th, 2013, 06:26 PM
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Leah I am so terribly sorry. I'm devastated for you and can't believe this is happening
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May 20th, 2013, 06:53 PM
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I am so sorry for you Leah. That is really devastating. I say some prayers for you.
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May 20th, 2013, 07:17 PM
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Leah....my heart hurts for you. I can't believe I'm even reading this. I'm so sorry just so very sorry.
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May 20th, 2013, 07:38 PM
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Oh Leah! I am so so sorry!!! I really wish I had words for you that would make things better - but I know there are none. Thoughts and prayers your way.
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May 20th, 2013, 07:38 PM
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Leah.. I don't have words. I'm so incredibly sorry this happened!
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May 20th, 2013, 07:55 PM
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Oh Leah- I am so saddened to read this post. I'm so sorry this happened. I just can't believe it-
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May 20th, 2013, 08:41 PM
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Leah, I'm so so sorry to be reading this! I can't imagine how awful this is for you. Thought and prayers are with you!!!
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May 20th, 2013, 09:10 PM
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Leah, I'm so sorry. This is sad, sad news.
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May 20th, 2013, 09:32 PM
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Leah... I don't even know what to say. My heart breaks for you. This is so unfair. I am thinking and praying for you and your family.
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May 20th, 2013, 09:56 PM
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I am so sorry Leah. Words can't even begin to express how sorry I am for you. My heart is breaking for you that you are going through this. Just know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
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May 21st, 2013, 12:30 AM
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Leah I am so so so sorry Thinking of you
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