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June 27th, 2013, 06:25 AM
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I'm not sure where to put this.
And I know you guys here understand sensitive subjects. I hope this doesn't upset anyone.

When I was pregnant in February and March, I started a notebook, with appts and heartbeat rates and names we were thinking of. I have the three ultrasound pics in there.

I can't decide what to do with it. It seems wrong to throw it away like the little guy didn't exist. But I don't really need it.

What do you ladies think?
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June 27th, 2013, 06:46 AM
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I think it's part of your journey and He did exist and you should keep it.

Someday this baby will want to hear about it.

I will support you regardless of what you decide though!
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June 27th, 2013, 07:15 AM
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I still have my journals with all of my pregnancies. I tuck them into a box in my cedar chest, along with the positive HPT's and such. I still sometimes write notes in them to the babies i have lost.
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June 27th, 2013, 07:45 AM
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I agree that the baby was part of your journey so maybe it is something you should tuck away - might be something special to share with this baby when he/she grows up
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June 27th, 2013, 08:42 AM
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We have a memory box with all the stuff we got from the hospital. You might go to craft place like Michael's or Hobby lobby and get a wooden box and decorated. We dried the flowers from all of Rhiannon's funeral arrangements and one day I will glue those to a box and that's where I will put all of her stuff

Of course we still have the nursery and so on so I can't really pack that but I can close the door on days when it's too hard. Having all of her stuff in a box means I can pull out when I want to and also put it away for a while when I need to do that as well
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June 27th, 2013, 08:51 AM
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I kept everything from my little Miracle baby. I still have my + HPT on my fridge and I don't plan on moving it. I have an album just for him on my facebook, with his picture as a healthy 5-day embryo. I wouldn't be able to get rid of everything. My baby existed and I loved him with all my heart. Maybe other people would feel different, but I can't get rid of anything.

When I'm ready, I'll make a special memory box too. I didn't have a journal but I posted a lot on Facebook. I'll make a journal with all of that and put it in that memory box.
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June 27th, 2013, 09:13 AM
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I would def keep it as a way to look back at your journey. Thinking of you
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June 27th, 2013, 12:55 PM
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I have everything from mine as well, and I had a pregnancy journal...I've written in it with every pregnancy, different color pens for each. Sometimes it makes me sad, but I'm glad I have it. I think you should keep it.

Then when you want, you can pull it out. ((HUGS)).
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June 27th, 2013, 02:46 PM
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Ditto the other ladies.
My first loss I had a journal and I still have it. Its in my hope chest. The other losses I didn;t save anything but they didn't last past 5 weeks or I would have kept a journal or what not.
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June 28th, 2013, 04:13 AM
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I agree with the girls, keep it. I have kept mine.
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June 28th, 2013, 05:53 AM
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If you are thinking you don't need it then I suggest at least storing it away somewhere. It's something you can never get back if you decide to throw it away. I kick myself often for not having anything from my 16 w loss. I wish so badly I had something, anything really.

Maybe in a few years if you still feel like you don't need it then maybe rethink keeping it.
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July 1st, 2013, 05:37 AM
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I agree with all the other ladies and would keep it as well.
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July 1st, 2013, 02:33 PM
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i'm late seeing this, but i'd hold onto them unless having them is upsetting to you. One of my biggest regrets with my first loss was the nurse taking the u/s pictures from us, after the Dr told us the hb was slow and that we should prepare for a m/c, telling us we probably didn't want it now & me not grabbing it from her but I was so shocked by the news I didn't think about it until it was too late...it felt really wrong not to have something to remember that baby, and now almost 5 years later I still feel that way. ((((HUGS))))
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