Well, I got tired of hearing myself complain so I took a break
Jack is doing very well actually. He is healthy right now, and eating (when he wants to- about 12-15 ozs a day), not nearly enough, but is still gaining, so it's not a panic. He rolled over and seems really strong. I am so happy for the progress. Mommy on the other hand is suffering from major stress and depression. It's really just a lack of support here (I live 1000 miles away from my family, and my DH's family is well....disturbingly disinterested). His dad has seen Jack twice in 5 months and we live 45 mins from each other. His mother decided that she was too busy to help me with Jack and that she would rather....are you ready?....get a pupppy. So she will no longer be available for the less than frequent visits she was doing. She actually told me that his condition was too stressful and exhausting for her. Trying to run my business (I own a restaurant), the holidays (recently lost my mother and grandfather) and having no help has taken its toll. I finally reached out today to my family and told them how I was REALLY doing, and my aunt and father are coming for extended stays starting next week! My dad will be staying a month. I think things will be looking up for us. I wish I could post something more positive and happy because typically, I am a happy girl. But it has been tough and I am just doing the best I can....
Everyone here is wonderful!
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