Yeah I am. Thanks! I'm scared to death though. I feel kind of bad, because I thought for sure I would just be estatic...I haven't. I'm nervous all the time. I found out that I had 5 subchorionic hemorrhages a little over a week ago. Bleeding on and off. Cramping. I wish it was easier. But it's not. I have plenty of reason to be scared, but as far as being excited......I just can't get there.
And now I feel like I'm betraying my son

because it hasn't even been a whole year since he passed.