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It's not even November and I already feel depressed because tomorrow I will be 24 weeks 4 days gestation which is what I was when I found out Roald was dead. It's like I'm not even at his first angelversary and it's already hitting me. As if it's going to hit twice.
I know the actual November 13, 14, 15, 20 (funeral and burial) will be harder than just being at the same gestational age as the day we found out, the day I was induced and did most of my laboring, the day I gave birth, but it still feels hard. Like at 24 weeks 0 days when they estimate he died in utero I began feeling sad. I can feel Vera kicking but I still just feel so sad. I remember that heavy feeling of him inside me dead...I remember I had no clue. Ugh.
Oh I wish I could comfort you somehow. I wish I could hug you even just virtually. I just found out that I am pregnant and due right near my son's angelversary. It's going to be so hard. I think that you are due close to your angelversary too. I'm sorry that you feel so terrible right now. If you ever want to PM me, please feel free to, okay?