Aww honey... absolutely, I have a similiar story. I had 2 kids, then met my current dh, and we TTC'd for almost three years...and consequently I suffered 8 miscarriages. Some were chemical, and others were 1st trimester miscarriages. I did have 1 second tri m/c tho. And for those years I cried, oh how I cried. And I reached a point where I had to take a break from all the m/c's. Then, one afternoon after a one year strike on sex, 2 margaritas and a dance under the sheets, and before I knew it - i was pregnant, with my now 14-month old son, Ryan. Was I scared - oh my, yes!!!! I got a fetal doppler for reassurance and I spent my whole pregnancy with that thing permanently attached to my belly lol. And you know what sweetie... when I saw my little boy as they laid him on my tummy I thought, it was all worth it. As hard as it was to lose all my angel babies, I'd go through all that heartbreak all over again if that meant holding my little Ryan in the end.
Another source of infinite support and love were the TTC boards here on justmommies. I lived on those boards. And the Grief and Loss boards too. I can't tell you how wonderful all of the women here are. You will never ever find a better group of mommies than this.
Please, feel free to pm me anytime. And if you'd like to just hang out and get to know other mommies in the process, make yourself at home on Mommy Weightloss and Fitness board, that's where I am most of the time lol.
Keep your chin up and don't lose hope. It will happen.
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~ Holli, Princess Jigglebuster
, proud mommy of 8 angel babies
and 3 little squirts, phenominal homemaker, MasterChef of my kitchen, resident psychologist and boot camp instructor, boo boo fixer, private tutor, maid, most awesome partner for my dh
, AND queen of "kiss it better" 's
To lose weight, stay fit and motivated, get support, have fun and form friendships with a part of a great group of girls, follow me to the Mommy Weightloss and Fitness Board!
http://www.justmommies.com/forums/f31-mommy-weightloss-and-fitness/
"If you can't accept me at my worst, then you sure don't deserve me at my best." 
"Nothing tastes as good as thin feels" 
"If you always do what you always did, you'll always get what you
always got" 
"Quitting is NOT an option" 
to JM!
September 2009 @ 6 weeks
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