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Greetings all! I am so happy that a site such as this exist and would like to say thanks in advance for everyone's support and words of encouragement! Although, my husband is a tremendous support, sometimes i feel alone as he can never understand my hurt, dissappointment, and thought of never concieiving and/or bearing a child.
Some background: I lost my son at 6 months pregnant after ttc for 2 years. He was my angel and lived for 30 minutes. Although i was terribly sad, i was blessed enough to hold him until his heart stopped beating and he peacefully joined our father in Heaven. This was in March-2013. Since then i have been deeply depressed and cry almost everyday. It has gotten better and now i only cry every other day.
I also have PCOS. I often feel like the odds are against me or my life is some sick joke where someone is holding the strings making me think i'm pregnant (i.e. no period, tender breast, all the symptoms of a pregnancy) and then BAM someone comes from behind the bushes and says "Sorry...just kidding!", but i keep holding on and praying that things will get better and my body will jump back into gear. I am fearful that the D and C has damaged my uterus causing scar tissue and will cause problems in the future for egg impantaions and so on...
Is is possible to get pregnant with a light period???
Is this really a period i'm having???
What is Wrong with me???
Why cant i just get pregnant...this is all MY fault!
What if I have scar tissue???
These are some of the questions that contantly run through my mind, causing me great anxiety! I know that i am in good company and again thank you for being there! I will also try to offer as much support as possible. My prayers go out to each and every one of you and i pray God gives you all your heart desires!