[Brandiwine77]

Ok, its Saturday, and its the afternoon!!! You have to have POAS by now!!! Come on, your killing me!!!!!!

[richmond_girl]

Her temps still look great!!

[n611565x]

i almost forgotshe was testing....PLEASE PLEASE tell us soon!!!!!
I'm keeping my fingers crossed

[~April04~]

lol I told ya'll I tested yesterday and it was negative.. I was 10DPIUI and 6 days before AF is due (she's due 1/8).. I'm really not feeling it anymore and I'm fully expecting another BFN in the morning.. I'm really down about it all.. this was our last shot before having to do IVF and that has to wait until March/April (hopefully then and not even later).. top it all off Jeff leaves tomorrow again for almost 2 months... just ugh.

[richmond_girl]

lol I told ya'll I tested yesterday and it was negative.. I was 10DPIUI and 6 days before AF is due (she's due 1/8).. I'm really not feeling it anymore and I'm fully expecting another BFN in the morning.. I'm really down about it all.. this was our last shot before having to do IVF and that has to wait until March/April (hopefully then and not even later).. top it all off Jeff leaves tomorrow again for almost 2 months... just ugh.[/b]

April. I'm sorry you're down. But don't give up yet - it's still really, really early for you! Your temps are great and you had really promising symptoms for awhile. It could still happen.

I know how much it sucks though that Jeff is leaving, either way. We had to do the long distance thing for 2 years of our relationship and it killed me to only see DH once every couple of months. But hopefully the 2 months will fly by, especially with preparing for your IVF cycle (if it comes down to that - I'm still keeping my fingers crossed for your BFP tomorrow.) There is a LOT to do to get ready for IVF so that should help distract you while he's gone.

[txjovigal]

Still wishing you the best APRIL....its not over until AF shows!

[Brandiwine77]

I'm definitely still keeping my hopes up that you are going to get your BFP! I'm really sorry that Jeff has to leave again. I'll be praying that the next 2 months he is away will fly by! KUP!

[~April04~]

I'm just copying/pasting what I put in TTC #1, so just know what I say is meant for them... you'll understand when you read lol.


Figured I'd update ya'll while DH is in the shower.. so I tested this morning...

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NOT Pregnant.

Figures, I knew I wouldn't be lucky enough for the IUI to work this time. That was our last shot before having to move onto IVF too... and that won't happen until at least March/April. I know I'm lucky to be able to afford and do the IVF, but you know what? That DOESN'T make it any easier knowing that I have to wait ANOTHER 3-4 months on top of the freaking 14 months I've already waited, and that 3-4 month wait is being optimistic. Walter Reed has a wait list, it could potentially be September before we're able to cycle in. Just ugh What a wonderful day huh? Get a BFN and then have to drop my husband off at the airport... blah

No offense to anyone or anything.. but I really don't want to hear that it's too early or that March/April will be here before I know it, because we all know thats a crock... I'll take my grumpy, pessimistic a*s away now...

[richmond_girl]

Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry. You are in my thoughts and prayers today!!

I know nothing we say can take the pain away, just let us know if you need ANYTHING! We're here to listen, vent, cry with you, whatever you need.

TTC sure does SUCK sometimes.

[Brandiwine77]

I'm so sorry that you didn't get your BFP this morning. I know absolutely nothing I say will make you feel better, so I'm just going to give you another and tell you that you are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I'm just an IM away if you need anything.

[txjovigal]

April, I totally understand what you are going thru and just wanted to say HUGS!!