[Brandiwine77]

Sorry that I haven't been around much this weekend ladies. I've been on an emotional roller coaster. I'm not going to whine and bore you with the details, but starting Monday I'm going to try and be the nice & positive co-host that you all deserve.

[richmond_girl]

I hear you Brandi. I had a meltdown this weekend too. I am just so over this TTC thing. Don't apologize - you are a wonderful co-host and we love you just the way you are.

[~April04~]

I think a lot of us are pretty down..

[Brandiwine77]

Thanks ladies. Its just that today I found out that 2 people I know are pg. One IRL and one online friend. Don't get me wrong, I am overjoyed for them both. Both have had losses. I'm just envious, and wishing that I was sharing in their joy, instead of being the outsider looking in.

[richmond_girl]

I've stopped checking my facebook account. Every day I have a new "friend" from high school or college who is joyfully announcing their pregnancy to their million online friends. So I get to read about pregnancies of people I don't even talk to every day. I think I'd rather stab myself in the eye.

[txjovigal]

Its totally understandable... I stop going to family functions for a while cuz I always got the questions... When are you & Tony going to have one? after someone announced they were pregnant.

As the commericals says....

Sometimes you just need to get away! and its true we do!

[~~*Ashley*~~]

We get that question ALL THE TIME!! "when are you going to have one?" no one knows about our issues, or ttc even...so we just say " When the time is right..." or " Not now"....just a bunch of lies to get them to stop asking! lol