I'm sorry. I totally understand. I really want a baby with my hubby too.
Mine has only 2% that are shaped correctly. I am older too so with my old eggs and his abnormal morphology we are looking at less then a 1% chance on our own. We also have been told IVF or adoption is our best bet.
Therefore I totally understand what you are going through....and I am sorry. I wouldn't wish this on anyone.
I hope things get better for you. Is your hubby willing to do IVF?
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Gretchen
http://www.fertilityfriend.com/home/35d578
Me (42) DH(32) - ttc our first together-I have 13yr old DS
Cycles 1-6 = BFN
Cycle 7 SA results abnormal morphologhy, 50 mg clomid = BFN
Cycle 8 sonogramn normal 50 mg clomid + trigger = BFN
Cycle 9 SA results abnormal morphology and motility. Count 200 mill, 100mg clomid + trigger = BFN
Cycle 10 natural = BFN
Cycle 11 hsg tubes clear, natural + trigger+iui = BFN
Cycle 12 repronex + trigger + 2 iui = BFN
Cycle 13 natural ovaries to stimulated for more meds = BFN

Cycle 14 natural cycle - planning ivf/icsi/donor egg in Oct

=BFN

Cycle 15 natural cycle - searching for donor = BFN
Cycle 16 natural cycle = I am sure it will be BFN
Cycle 17 natural cycle with Acupuncture =