[jtcpb12]

i know i did wrong by throwing hotdogs at him. he took off his rings, left me a note a week later saying he misses me with the hear shape v thing saying marry me, with the key ring sayin he'd love me forever. I was sick the other night, so was trisha so we went to bed 15 minutes earler then her normal scedualled time.. 7pm....he has now the next day took that note away, as well of the key ring he gave me and the candy he gave me.

he lye'd to me about our taxes, found that out today. 1/2 of that is mine, i could be out of here right now..

even after all this stuff i still miss him , but i hate him all the same time, idk what to do anymore.

i take care of the house, do the dishes, take care of his kids , when he hung over or working , cook all the meals, make breakfast, get his kid on the bus, etc.

he comes home and it is all about the kids, don't even say hi to me. won't look at me nothing.....it hurts,,,,so bad .... but glenn has been my life since middle school lost him for 13 yrs,,, god this hurts

[jtcpb12]

i guess this is what happens when you care to much for your kids then you do your spous ...... i love my kids so much, but you know what they love me to,,, but they will never love me like a husband should... a husband will be there ( threw thick and thin till dead do us part ) at least that is what i thought..

sorry