Now this isn't the first time this has happened, in fact it's the second time this year. First it was about a week after I lost my bebe May, I was having her cremated got into a HUGE argument because I wanted to go say goodbye but everyone around me told me it was a bad idea. I ended up getting into a SMALL fender bender and the lady got out of her car and didn't even say hello! She hugged me, told me to stop crying, and to GO see my baby NOW! So I went, she didn't want my insurance info or anything. And there was no carseat in the backseat to tip her off to me having a living child.

I have a neighborhood stray that I feed. Her name is Shelley and I rescued her kittens once. She had them beside my porch! I was out on the porch having a cigarette and she came up....She always comes to me when I need her. She is amazing. If I have a bad day she is bound to show up!

Anyways, today I noticed she had a collar on. I looked at it. The name on it was Noah. And I promise to everything known....the contact number....was only 1 digit off from his cremation number. I cried. And somehow I just knew that everything is going to be okay. I can relax some now. Noah is up there, watching over this baby and me.

Thanks for letting me ramble on.

[cazza]

wow, thats so wonderful to think he's watching over you and coming when you need him the most.

[madmum_sarah]

thats lovely hun
i found it much easier in my pregnancy when i knew my babies were watching over us too. somehow it just makes you know all will be ok (although a bit of fear is always there)
im glad you are a little more relaxed about it now. i was worried
xx

[Lady Valkyrie]

Those are amazing experiences. I am in absolute awe.

I believe the lady you met that day you were upset was an earth angel. Some people believe this is an angel manifesting in human form. Some people believe it's an actual person that the angels have directed to say and do what they do to help you. I bet you never saw that lady again? In spiritual circles they reckon that such interventions only happen in life or death situations and in our darkest hour of need and that certainly matches up with your situation on that day hun.

As to the cat...how beautiful and how wonderful! It seems to me the angels are also using "your" cat as a messenger to let you know your babies are safe in heaven and watching over their sibling and their mommy.

Thanks for sharing something so personal honey. It's things like this that give us all a little more faith xxx

[Misty_X]

Those are wonderful and touching stories, honey I agree with Sharron about the cat being your messenger animal, too. x

Sharron- I never did see that lady again. I never even saw her van...I lived in a VERY small town at the time.

Thanks ladies. I really hope that more people can meet them, and I wish that I could be that same inspiration as she was to me that day to anyone else. I can't imagine how much grief I would have given myself if I hadn't said goodbye to bebe. I wish I would have atleast asked her for her name...I was just shocked.

[Lady Valkyrie]

Even if you had her name, I doubt you'd find her again hon. I'm so glad she was there that day to steer you right x