Thank you!
It hasnt felt very real... I havent told any one really, only my husband, my gay best friend, and JM ladies know. I dont want to add stress to my cousin before she has her baby-my guess is in the next week to 2 weeks. She will be supportive, I just want to wait until she's had hers first
I dont know that many people will be excited for me, or understand just yet with the drama in my marriage and will assume this is why Im even considering staying with him. I know other peoples opinions do not matter, I make my own decisions from my heart, they will just make it a harder on me. Its not that I need their approval or support, I just dont need their judgement and opinions just yet.
I am trying to be cautiously excited. I was in the ER this weekend after really really intense cramping and pain that actually made me throw up. I wanted to rule out ectopic pregnancy but they couldnt find anything in my uterus through ultrasounds saying it looks 'empty'...
The dr said I may just be so barely pregnant that its too small to see and that saying Im 4 wks may be generous. So I have not idea where it is our how far along I am, hoping my uterus is not 'empty'... I think after this gets cleared up and I can confirm a normal healthy pregnancy, I will be able to be more excited....
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