Ive been mia lately, sorry. I have been feeling pretty terrible lately. This morning sickness stuff has really kicked my butt. Granted, with Greyson, I was so sick I lost 20 lbs in the first 2 months. That hasnt happened this time but I have been pretty sick. And there are few things I dispise more than throwing up... I think the combo of feeling so yucky all the time, being exhausted, and the stress in my marriage that already exists has all gotten me in to a low slump. Im terrified, overwhelmed, and so so confused. I know this is a board I should come to more often when Im down, I should find my strength and spiritual footing again. SO Im going to try harder