relief to finally know

karen41876 · #1 January 19th, 2009, 12:37 PM

Well, after a very long week of waiting and wondering i now know the truth. A bloodtest confirmed no pregnancy. I am angry about the fact that i got a false positive pregnancy test. I had no idea that a lot of woman have had issues with the test containing blue ink! My youngest child is 7 and pregnancy was the last thing on my mind. The 3 children that God has blessed me with are just great, and i am reminded of what miracles each one of them are. Since my youngest was born, i have been diagnosed with pcos and another medical condition that requires medication that is not suitable for pregnancy. All of my friends asked me why i wanted 3 children only 4 years apart so early in my 20's. My answer was that if God would bless me with babies then, i would take advantage of it, because no one ever knows what the future holds for them. I have been infertile after the birth of my baby girl and tried several times to have one more child. Each time has left me feeling emotional, but once again greatful for the children i do have. I have often thought that there was a reason that i couldnt conceive one more time. Perhaps it will become clear to me in time. Thank you ladies for all of your support.