[ChristianElliott]

OK SO I'M NEW TO THIS WEBSITE...SO HERE GOES...I HAD DATED THIS GUY FOR 5 YEARS...I KNEW IN MY HEART IT WASN'T GOING ANY WHERE, BUT WHENEVER YOU ARE HIGH SCHOOL CRAZY STUFF HAPPENS SO MY MOTHER PUT ME ON BC....WELL I WAS ON THAT SINCE 9TH GRADE. WELL I MET THIS GUY WHENEVER IT WAS MY SENIOR YEAR...WE FELL IN LVOE AND I STOPPED TAKING THE BIRTH CONTROL ON HIS BDAY NOV. 29...3 YEARS AGO...FOR A WHOLE ENTIRE YEAR.. I HAD NO VISIT FROM AF. I WENT TO THE DOCTORS THEY GAVE ME PROVERA TO MAKE ME START. OF COURSE IT MADE ME START BUT WHENEVER THE NEXT MONTH CAME I HAD TO TAKE IT AGAIN CAUSE OF NOT STARTING ON MY OWN. WELL...SINCE THEN I HAVE STARTED ON MY OWN. MY DOCTOR HAS HAD ON ME 50MG OF CHLOMID DAYS 3-7. MY LEVELS WAS A 29.1. THATS AWESOME BECAUSE THE MONTH BEFORE IT WAS ONLY A .01. IN OVULATING SO I DID GREAT THAT MONTH...SO WOULDN'T YOU THINK I WOULD BE PREGO. NOPE. THE NEXT MONTH TRIED IT AGAIN BUT THIS TIME IT WAS DAYS 5-9. MY LEVELS WERE LOWER THIS TIME THEY WERE JUST A 16.1 IN OVULATING, BUT STILL GOOD ENOUGH FOR CONCEPTION. DO YOU THINK I GOT PREGO. NOPE. THE DOCTOR WANTS MY HUSBAND TO GET CHECKED BUT HE SAYS THAT THAT IS OUT OF THE QUESTION. HE BELIEVES THAT WE ARE TRYING TO HARD AND SHOULD LEAVE THIS IN GODS HANDS. OF COURSE I WAS UP FOR ARGUING UNTIL THIS COUPLE FROM OUR CHURCH HAD BEEN TRYING FOR 3 YEARS AND THEY STOPPED TAKING THE DRUGS IN DECEMBER AND ARE PREGO THIS MONTH. SO I HAVE DECIDED TO STOP TAKING THE DRUGS AND LETTING THE LORD HANDLE MY PROBLEM. I KNOW THAT I OVUALTE BUT ITS NOT VERY MUCH. CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME THAT I'M NOT THE ONLY OUT THERE WHO FEELS THIS WAY....

SINCERELY,
wants2BAmommY

[Banned-ms.crystal]

I understand how you feel. We started TTC about 2 years ago. Got pregnant last june and lost it in July. We waited until Nov. to start TTC and it just happened to us. Hopefully everything ill be ok. I'm just leaving everything up to the lord. I love these message boards, gives me someone else to talk to!

[na9551]

I realize your new here, as am I but you should really type your posts in lower case, it may seem to some that you are screaming and it makes it harder to read.. but aside from that I feel your frustration, to be on bc pills for so long to now not being able to concieve.. (((((hugs))))) I have been trying now for the past 6 months, been waiting for the time to be right for the past 4 yrs and now, nothing...

[Marlz.]

Hey, I just wanted to wish yous good luck.I hope yous fall pregnant soon. Take care of yourselfs.

[jhappy36]

I'm so sorry that you are going through this. It has to be frustrating. It's great that you have faith and you're letting that help you through. I hope you are seeing sooooooooooooooo soon!!



Jan