[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

may 26,09 day 3

hey everyone! im happy to know that there are other ladies out there that feel how i feel...that just want to relax instead of actively trying which can lead to stress or stress leads to actively trying......so im going to be doing the natural method from when af is done-dec 31,09!!! 1-1-2010 is when i will actively be trying again..... i hope i wont have to and i get pregnant sometime this year......leave it up to fate....and that's the real wait........i cant wait to meet the ladies that are going to join this post.......(if any) if i get pregnant this cycle by some miracle my O day is june 7th which is my brother's 26th bday...and my due date would be 2-28-2010 which i think is my step sister in law's dad's bday(not sure)but anyway i want to know what's going on with everyone else's cycle so far????????(also your hopes,dreams and fears???)

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

i just had to add this picture of my brother in law and his baby,my nephew charlie!!!!!!!!!may 26,09 day 4

how is it going for everyone??? Im doing ok........do you see the picture of my bro in law and his baby(my nephew charlie???) so cute!!! well there is this show(series) called 16 and pregnant on mtv starting june 11th.........about 6 teen mom's we get to see their journies as pregnant and after their babies are born and the drama that they go through...i cant wait!!! when i found out about this yesterday it just made my whole june 2009 already!!!! in 2 days my nephew lorenzo turns 8 months....another show im getting into as of yesterday is called the little couple on tlc...i cant wait til they decide to try for a baby....and on 18 kids and counting yesterday i was dis appointed when they didnt show anything about the girl that is pregnant on that show...the lady's daughter in law....maybe next week! i am trying to get into the show bachelorette(something not baby related) but hubby came home last night...and i had to shut the tv off...i most likely will have to wait til tomorrow to catch up on it..but i hope to tonight....i also wanted to write something similar to what i wrote in my journal today....about yesterday and today...its hard to not think about ttc when i live with my 7 month old nephew and almost every time i come to the library i see baby carriers...today i saw a mixed little girl baby in her carrier...sigh!!! pregnancy and babies are all around us....and we are left to wonder when will it be my turn my mom said to me the other day that we all need to learn how to be content with our lives now( this is coming from a lady who has had 9 children and a grandbaby) plus she wants more grand children..........i know i am suppose to be content with just hubby and I......and wait on the Lord...it is very much easier said than done. Whenever the Lord allows me to be pregnant and become a mom I will be thankful. June 4th I will be 28 1/2 !!!!! anyway i hope everyone else is having lots of baby dust on your cycles!!!!! ive only heard of two pregnancies for the month of may out of the journals that i read on a daily...i am hoping and praying that june 2009 is much more sucessful!!!ok im done writing for today....see everyone tomorrow!!!

[negrita]

Hey there naomi and your mom did give great advice. It's hard when you see babies all around you and all you want is a baby. It will happen when it's time I do agree with that. Patience is not my virture either but we have to tell ourselves good things are worth waiting for.

The stress of TTC is too much for me, so I'm not even going to chart and etc.. just BD when we want to and enjoy it and It'll happen..

nephew is cute by the way.

Big hugs and hang in there it'll happen when it's time.

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

may 26,09 day 4

im going to cheat and just paste from my journal enjoy(talk more tomorrow)

May 28,09 day 5

June 6,09 2ww begins!!!

June 7,09-when im expected to O(in 12 days)this is also my brother B's 26th bday!!!!!

June 21,09-when i expect af next(i would rather get a bfp!)

baby blessings to all!!!
hey everyone i had got up at 7 30am to use the bathroom and my nephew C in his bedroom was crying his head off and his mom did not walk from her bedroom downstairs to go upstairs to get him.... at i forget what time...but i decide to text her to let her know her baby is crying...she saids We Know!!! then saids her 8 month old is going through seperation anxiety...i dont care what he is going through (GET YOUR BABY) she had him sleep in her room from birth til the end of him being 7 months and right when he turns 8 months he has to sleep in his room....well my hubby and i are tired of hearing that baby cry day after day...they believe in that cry it out.....my hubby and i will totally be attachment kind of parents...it may be more work...but we want happy babies......my hubby talk about this stuff all the time...first i care about my nephew number 2 he shouldnt have to cry like that...finally after 40 mins or so she decides to get her baby...the way she is..is not totally her fault....her hubby is the reason behind all this drama......i so cant wait til my hubby and i get our financially together and get our own place..............all this drama can not be good for my ttc process....but i care more about my nephew than my own ttc process....on to other news i cant wait til my lil nephew is just happy and not crying...ok on to my other news...so im glad af is ending soon...tomorrow my other nephew lorenzo turns 8 months!!! i so hope june is my month...even though i will be doing the natural method....i hope to hear more may 2009 stories(2 stories)is not cutting it!!!!!! i hope everyone else is having a great ttc day!!!!(or pregnant if you are pregnant)also i am exited that i have a new ttc friend that i will be emailing and hopefully texting...if she has text....
history:sept2008(decided lets try for twins)
oct 2008 got preg with twins
nov 2008 mis carried twins
sept2008-may2009 8 mosOfActivelyTrying
(plan)June2009-Dec2009 6 mosOf Natural Method
that totals 1 year 3 mos of ttc!!!!

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

May 29,09 day 6

June 6,09 2ww begins!!!

wow a lot less girls on my escape from af til my 2ww...but that's ok...if im not mistaken i only see one girl...but its all good....june 6th will be here before i know it...then i will make a new post im glad that af is almost done......yea!! to that...my sister in law made some brownies...which are perfect for me when af is ending my nephew lorenzo turned 8 months today...I am not changing my siggy til im pregnant cause i love it THAT MUCH!!!! i cant believe the weekend is here allready....i hope everyone is having a fun ttc and stress free journey!!!(dont be afraid and stop by and leave me a comment on here!!!!)

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

MAY 29TH,09 DAY 6

SO I KNOW I COMPLAIN A LOT WHEN I DO...SO FOR SOME GOOD NEWS...THEY HAVE JAN 2010 DD CLUB JOURNALS NOW BUT THEN THEY DONT DEC 2009 DDC JOURNALS WHATS UP WITH THAT?????IF I WAS IN THE DEC DDC I WOULD NOT BE TOO HAPPY...I HOPE THEY DECIDE TO PUT SOME LINK FOR THE GIRLS OF THE DEC DDC!!!! AND IF I MIRACULOUSLY(I CANT SPELL) MAKE IT TO THE FEBUARY 2010 DDC I HOPE THEY HAVE JOURNALS BY THE TIME I FIND OUT AT THE END OF THIS MONTH!!! OK THAT IS MY VENT ABOUT J.M. FOR NOW...OH TO OTHER NEWS....OCT 2009 DUE DATE CLUB WAS THE ORIGINAL JOURNALS THAT I STARTING KEEPING TRACK OF STARTING WHEN I STARTED J.M. IN JAN 2009.....AND SOGIE & CRYSTAL ARE BOTH HAVING BOYS...SO I HAD A FEELING THAT GINA WOULD BE HAVING A GIRL AND I WAS RIGHT VERY RARE AM I RIGHT.........SO IM GLAD TO FINALLY SEE SOMEONE JOIN TEAM PINK JUST FOR FUN WHAT DOES EVERYONE HOPE TO GET PREGNANT WITH FIRST BOY, GIRL, TWIN BOYS,TWIN GIRLS OR LIKE ME BOTH???????

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

MAY 30,09 DAY 7(1 week)

hey people! i am so glad to say goodbye to af....i hope we can all say that are hubbys/partners are all father's to be on father's day 2009!!! only time will tell. im ready to welcome june 2009. cant wait til june 11th for that 16 and pregnant on mtv!!! also i hope this is my hubby and i's month(june)...before i know it my 2ww will be here....i wish more girls would of joinned me on this post but i cant alway get what i want.......i hope more girls will join me when im in my 2ww.....im a keep it positive no matter what.....(if i do conceive june 7th) my due date would be feb 28th,2010 which i really do not relate to that date...but feb 8th is my hubby's 26th bday...so either way june is related to my hubby because his mom conceived him in june 82. if i were to get pregnant in june my biggest guess is we would get preg with a boy............but lately ive been thinking about wanting a little girl of my own...but to make hubby happy mentally i just think get pregnant with a boy and girl twins...that way we both happy...that has been our thought process since 2007 I believe.........anway im going to be doing the fruit and veggie diet to lose un healthy weight til i get pregnant..........either i will experience a flat tummy or will have a pregnant tummy(someday) it may sound conflicting.....but i welcome either in their own time!!!! im out...happy weekend all....kinda dissapointed that in the forums that i check up on everyday on ttc and ttc 1st that i didnt see no s so so far only 2 that i know of...maybe tomorrow tommorrow there will be a few to cheer me up...if not i will be looking foward to seeing lots of s in june!!!! later

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

MAY 31,09 DAY 8(1 week 1 day)

the good news!(3 for the month of may that i know of...in the regular journals that i read everyday!!!!)

im counting down til I O(6-7-09) and also cant wait til start my new post called 2ww til or af(6-6-09) for the last 2 days i have been having to deal with a sore throat which is big bummer for me....cause how can i feel romantic on the outside when im so miserable on the inside but as soon as this sore throat passes i will be ok. i am hoping for way more s for the month of June!!!!!!!!!!!! anyway i hope everyone has a great week!!! im a try....as O day will be here for me before i know it.......but then again i am just doing the natural method...also about my diet i kinda crashed yesterday but i plan on doing very great on that today....i plan on getting a scale on june 9th...cant wait cause i think that will motivate me to do the right thing til i get pregnant...anyway be blessed! peace!

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

June 1,09 DAY 9(1 week 2 day)

today is day 3 of my sore throat i cant wait til it goes away....the only good thing about it is...is i think about ttc a lot less!!! the good thing is that i am not expected to O til this saturday. with this sore throat all i want to do is sleep and or eat...nothing else feels good...and i just ran out of cough drops yesterday and that suxx...my hubby is going to buy me soar throat spray either today or tomorrow....ok so i only spotted 3 pregnancies for the month of May from the posts that i read everyday...so i am hoping for a greater number than 3 for the month of june!!!!
BABY to all of us!!!!!! i know we all need it......for those of you that have been nice enough to even lurk in my escape af til my 2ww on june 6th......thanks...but i hope you will be even kinder to join me on my 2ww and write in there...i am looking for all kind of diffrent buddies if i conceive this month my possible due date would be feb 28th,2010 anyone else out there with that possible due date??????????????? anyone expected to O this June 6,09???? so this week i will be working on job applications and turning them in...this weekend I O...but you know im doing the natural method so what happens happens....if im meant to get pregnant this month it will happen without me trying... but something ive been putting off is writing people back hand writing style.....im working on that soon as i get this application filled out today......i cant wait til 18 kids and counting the little couple on tlc tomorrow...then june 11th 16 and pregnant......and cancun real world later this month....anway i hope we all get s by or before father's day so our hubbies/parteners can be really really really happy.....I cant wait to feel the feeling of being and staying pregnant....its like a dream right now...but i dont want to dream about it anymore.....anyway im going to end this post for now....i will continue tomorrow....happy june 2009!!!

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

June 2,09 DAY 10(1 week 3 day)

hey anyone out there on cd 10?????

i O in 4 days!!! i can use all the O that i can get....

my sore throat is starting to go away...im passing time with shows on tv like tonight it will be 18 kids and counting and the little couple...other shows that i need to catch up on that ive recorded and lots and lots of writing...last night i decided to start an aunt journal...since i became an aunt twice as of sept 2008........that journey has been hard because it just adds to how much i really want my own family.....they key to my troubles it to be patient... it does help that im not watching bringing home baby and a baby story from june 1st-july 1st.....june 4th will be 1 month since i have babysat charlie and the 21st of this month will 1 month since i have seen my other nephew lorenzo but there is a chance that i might get to see him june 20th...i sure hope so!!!! I love being an aunty...i just wish i could be more involved in my nephews lives like every other day.....oh i start a new post this saturday as well...how exiting......i seem to get more of a response on my 2ww then escape from af......i guess im the only one that wants to escape af(just kidding) P.S. JUST FOUND OUT SOME REALLY AMAZING NEWS!!! 2 GIRLS OUT OF TTC 1ST JUST FOUND OUT THAT THEY ARE EXPECTING...SO THAT IS 2 BFPS IN JUNE SO FAR!!!! HOPE THERE ARE MORE TO COME!!!

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

June 3,09 DAY 11(1 week 4 day)

well this is going to be short...sore throat is going away Praise the Lord!!! O day this weekend is going to be fun after all...sad cause my best guy friend's cousin died yesterday.....i wish i could be there for him more but im without my cellphone til june 9th...so im counting down to june 9th!!!! i hope June is my month.....anyway how is everyone's cycle's looking like...before i know it...i will be posting a new 2ww(june 6,09) in just 3 days!!!

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

June 4,09 DAY 12(1 week 5 day)

so far for the month of June I have seen 4
and 1 possible.....June is turning out to be an awesome month for pregnancies...i hope i can join all the fun....



soooo i just hope that if i get to join feb 2010 dd club that they have journals up!!!!


i forgot to add something in my regular journal that i am 28 1/2 years old today!!!


no signs of sore throat today so yea!!!


the o pains have begun...


i hope there will be a lot of girls in the 2ww when i really start mine on june 6!!!! only time will tell....i enjoyed spending so much time with my hubby yesterday....we watched the movie UP...so i have today and tomorrow to spend some me time...then sat is hubby's next day off....this sunday im expected to O. i really hope June is my month...(i dont know where you regular lady friend's of mine are...in hiding i guess...but i really really miss you all!)Its been 2 years since i have regularly babysat.....that just adds on to my wanting to be a mom....also today is 1 month since i have babysat my nephew C.....week or so since i have seen my other nephew L. fertilityfriend wants me to wait til june 22nd to take a pregnancy test and that is exactly what i will do!!!! anyway since i dont have much hope that i will meet some ttc ladies in this post...i will just say i look foward to meeting em' in my real 2ww im a go for now...


june 5,09 day 13
june 6,09 day 14
june7,09 day 15(o day)
june 8,09 day 16 (1 day post o)
june 9,09 day 17 (2 o
june 10,09 day 18(3 o
june 11,09 day 19(4 o
june 12,09 day 20(5 o
june 13,09 day 21(6 o
june 14,09 day22 (7 o
june 15,09 day 23 (8 o
june 16,09 day 24(9 o
june 17,09 day 25(10 o
june 18,09 day 26(11 o
june 19,09 day 27(12 o
june 20,09 day 28(13 o
june 21,09 day 29(14 o
june 22,09 day 30(15 o)-this is when fertility friend wants me to take a preg test!!!!!!!

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

June 5,09 DAY 13(1 week 6 day)

so far for the month of June I have seen 5
June is turning out to be an awesome month for pregnancies...i hope i can join all the fun....


soooo i just hope that if i get to join feb 2010 dd club that they have journals up!!!!

hey peoples!!! i cant believe the weekend is just about here...anyway its my O weekend!!! plus tomorrow im starting a new thread called in my 2ww til bfp or af.....something similar to that...ive been in a good mood lately....i hope to stay that way. im exited about starting the 2ww tomorrow...cause i really want to meet some new& old people...anyway i hope everyone has a great weekend and ttc journey....from one ttc lady to another....

june 6,09 day 14
june7,09 day 15(o day)
june 8,09 day 16 (1 day post o)
june 9,09 day 17 (2 o
june 10,09 day 18(3 o
june 11,09 day 19(4 o
june 12,09 day 20(5 o
june 13,09 day 21(6 o
june 14,09 day22 (7 o
june 15,09 day 23 (8 o
june 16,09 day 24(9 o
june 17,09 day 25(10 o
june 18,09 day 26(11 o
june 19,09 day 27(12 o
june 20,09 day 28(13 o
june 21,09 day 29(14 o
june 22,09 day 30(15 o)-this is when fertility friend wants me to take a preg test!!!!!!!