[chloe_elizabeth]

Hi I am new to this board I've used some other boards in the past but everyone here seems really nice! I am 8dpo and I am so anxious. My sister in law called me and told me she was pg the day before yesterday and I am so happy for her I just realllllly hope we can be pg together!!!!
Here a little in sight about me.
My DH & I have been trying to have a baby for 3+years now and I have PCOS, Hypothyroidism, Insulin Resistance, Epilepsy, & a Heart Murmur. I am currently on Sythroid25 mg and Fortamet 1500mg. I had a Laproscopy in March of 08 and they reconstructed my tubes so now they are 50% normal and 75% normal. My cycles have always been crazy and now they have started to get better due to diet changes. I lost 20 lbs before my surgery in 08 went from 169 to 149 becuase of the special insulin resistance diet i was on and the insulin meds and after that i started gaining it back because of the depression of failed treatments. We had a few medicated cycles with Leterzole and Hcg triggers. Then we had an IUI in January that was also a failure. We are currently trying a Clear Blue Monitor and I actually got a Peak this cycle on CD 16. So i am really hoping it worked this time. We are also saving for IVF which will take awhile because our insurance does not cover INFERTILITY which is so stupid!! But I am currently keeping my fingers crossed and praying that this is in God's time. This whole thing is so hard sometimes and I tell my DH that I just want to give up but then by the next day I know I was lying to myself. i hope there is somebody around the same time as me so we can be cycle buddies!Thanks for listening!babydust to all!

[alorrea]

I don't think I'm a cycle buddybut i can sympathize with the quitting and in the light of a new day having hope all over again. My dh has been the only person I really ever sat and worried/cried/vented with over this whole thing. Everyone else says your day will come and blah blah blah, he's smarter than that he tells me how about I make you a sandwhich which of course irritates me and then i see his little dimple pop out and I can't help but get all happy because I know he won't let me stew in my pity party...Keep your head up!

[Lisap2008]

im 10dpo. the wait is killing me too. I hope and pray u get your BFP this cycle.
infertility really hurts. and it sucks when insurance wont cover treatments.

[chloe_elizabeth]

Thanks for the kind words! I am really anxious about this cycle. I just dont thk i can bear another failed cycle. I think I am going to test tommorrow I know its early but i can't wait!
Follow along with us through this journey......you can find us on blogspot by using our name: wearewaitingforourmiracle

[Jen1985]

hey i'm jenna! i'm 8 dpo today! the wait is driving me crazy too! good luck with testing, let us know how it turns out!

[chloe_elizabeth]

Well I tested today and yesterday bfn and I've had cramping that comes n goes so I thk this cycle is a bust I thk I'm 10dpo.