[fleetfeet]

I'm 9 DPO as of today. I've taken three pregnancy tests already (Dollar Store ones so I don't feel guilty). I'm pretty sure I had implantation bleeding two days ago, so I thought there'd be enough hCG for a positive test today, but apparently not. All of my tests have been negative.

I keep testing because I feel so sure that I'm pregnant, but that's not enough to convince anyone else. I've had deathly tiredness, increased appetite but queasiness at the same time, very frequent urination, and wild emotions. I think I've cried something like four times the past week, which is really unusual for me. My intuition tells me I've got a bun in the oven.

I'm not sure if I want the test to be positive or not. I'm not in a very good position to raise a baby- I'm just 16- but on some level I still want that BFP to show up on my next peestick.

I guess right now I just want to be sure of something. I'd be okay with whatever result I get. I'd learn to accept it. But the waiting! Ugh, it's unbearable...

End rant.

[TeamOSM]

I'm with you on the waiting being unbearable! I've tested twice (once, ridiculously early at 7 dpo, and today at 10dpo) and have said I won't test again til AF is due (which is the 25th)...in all actuality I'll probably test again in about five days. If I can wait that long! lol

Good luck. I'm sure even if you do get a BFP, you'll have folks around you to support you and help you out. And you see like you've got a good head on your shoulders. You spelled all your words correctly and didn't use "text speak" like most of the other teens I've seen on boards like these. ;o)

Good luck, no matter what the outcome!