[KerryB78]

Hi everyone! I am the proud mom of 3 boys ages 14, 7, and 4. Two years ago I got pregnant with identical twin boys who passed away shortly after birth due to twin to twin transfusion syndrome. My husband and I had planned on me getting a tubal ligation after I had them (before they passed away). A few months ago we decided to try for one more, hoping to maybe get one girl. It has not happened easily this time. I have gotten pregnant twice this year and miscarried both. I am 10dpo right now and am so nervous to get a BFN and be so disappointed. Before the test or AF there is always hope and I am sooo dreading losing that hope again. Of course this tww is so crazy and I am not looking forward to starting another cycle all over again. Best of luck to everyone!

[~*Kudzu*~]

Wow... I can not begin to imagine what you have gone through. I think you are incredibly strong and awe inspiring!
I can tell you that you will find some of the most amazing, supportive ladies here on the JM Boards!! Vent to them, laugh with them, let them cry with you... they will quickly become like family you don't have to put up with at holiday gatherings!!
Good luck in your ttc journey! I hope to see you on the boards posting your !!!

[carterclan02]

Good luck to you!! I also know how frustrating it is..Hang in there and don't give up I am sure you will see your BFP in good time!!! Good luck again

[KerryB78]

Thanks for the kind words. Everyone seems great here! I actually went to the store with the intention of buying a test today but talked myself out of it. I'm not ready for the disappointment quite yet and there is NO chance of me not taking it if it is in my possession. Best of luck to all!