[Beside the Seaside]

I am reposting this from another section because I'm not sure if I posted it on the right board... sorry!

Hello all, I am a newbie! This site has helped me so much, so I just decided today to join and become apart of the family!

To cut to the chase, I would LOVE some feedback/opinions about my situation. My man and I aren't ttc and we arent preventing it either. I would LOVE a baby and I can live if isn't in God's plan for me to have one at this point in my life.

The situation... My LMP was Oct 15, meaning that if I did conceive I'd be around 5wks pregnant today. I am irregular and I am not certain of when I ovulated. HOWEVER, I have been experiencing some pregnancy like symptoms that I've never felt before. Last week, when I should have been about 4wks pregnant I started experiencing period like cramps with an abundance of clear-white-yellow tinged cm. I was sooo convinced that af would show her ugly face but she proved me wrong. I decided to test because I started to get occassional sharp, stabbing like pains in my left nipple. The result was negative and mind you, this is when I was estimated to be around 4wks pregnant. I assumed af was due soon because around the same time that I tested I checked my cervix and she, yes I said she, was low and firm. DISAPPOINTMENT

BUT THERE'S HOPE! ...I think, it has been about a week and the cramps have subsided. Still no show of af and the wet cm is still the same. I have been using the restroom A LOT more than usual and my breast are SO SORE and they have gone up and ENTIRE cup size! (they're beautiful I must add) I checked my cervix yesterday and today and she is high, almost hidden and softer. GETTING EXCITED! Other than that I have not been having any other noticable symptoms aside from my breast, frequent urination, cervical position, and cm... Although I MAY be 5wks pregnant I am afraid to test again because I DO NOT want to see a negative I am thinking about waiting until next week when I should be about 6wks!!

What do you mommies/mommies to be think?? By the way, I am a healthy 20 year old female and I am not stressed at all

Thank you soooo much for your time! God bless!

[Moni-Didi]

If you are, then it would show a positive result by now (at 5 weeks) ... I'd get the test over with!

[Beside the Seaside]

You're right... I guess I'm secretly waiting for af to show because I've been let down so many times in the past. I'm cramping right now actually, by my cervix was very difficult to find today =[ I'm on my way to work but I will be sure to keep you updated! Thanks

[Beside the Seaside]

sooo she got me. af came and ruined my freakin day!

[Beside the Seaside]

idk how to delete posts, but I decided to move this conversation to the main "am i pregnant" board