[Marksgirl0502]

Well, the time for trying is past, either I am or I'm not! I'm 1 or 2 DPO, and it's time to begin the agonizingly long 2WW. I'm just so confused with all the emotions right now. We've been trying for about 5 months now, my dd is almost 20 months old. I never had any trouble conceiving before, so taking this long is unusual for me. I've been having more symptoms of endometriosis, the pain is getting worse every month, so that may be a factor. The thing is, my dear sister has been ttc her first with her hubby for almost 3 years, and just found out she's 5 weeks preg. So I started thinking it would be really fun if I was too, since our 3rd sister is at 24 weeks and we could all 3 be expecting together. Then today when I called her, I found out she lost the baby, her 3rd or 4th m/c. They're so devastated right now. She has endometriosis and had surgery a year ago, so it's been hard. Now, I think I'll feel terrible if I get a BFP in 2 weeks. So I'm not sure what to hope for at this point! It's going to be a long 13 days...

[Banned-MistyLea]

I can relate to your situation a little bit. I had a horrible miscarriage about two years ago, at the same time my cousin found out she was expecting. She was scared about how I would feel about it as well. I was so happy for her, even in my own pain. That baby has brought so much joy to both our families, and at least we have that.