[expat trying to conceive]

Hi! Ithik i was pregnant last month and had an early early miscarriage as I was showing prgnancy symptoms and then had a very bizarre stop/start period with clots and excruciating pain.
this month my breats have been sore since mid cycle and the last 2 days they have become bigger than I have ever seen, its the biggest they have ever been, the sorest they have ever been and I cant stop crying about nothing. i pee a lot and have thrush out of the blue... dont know if thats a symptom i feel sick every now and agai, sometimes just the thought of someone having the hiccups makes me feel like being sick. im pretty exausted and i feel regnant. we are trying but last month was such a bummer that im worried i cant get pregnant. i dont get my period for 3 more days but im worried im gettug my period and its just pms. i never ever had sore breasts for pms my whole life.